Why I am not studying for IAS that's a billion dollar question, why? Why? I don't know, but I want to study, what is the problem I don't know

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Ias is not just a dream it is more than that. For me Ias doesn't means Indian Administrative Services but for me it means serving the society, working the poor, the one's who have been exploited for years, the one's whose days and night have been full of being exploitation.

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"What motivates a poor man who have lost his middle class status"

People say I don't have motivation, passion, ambition, goal or inner calling in life, but

Ask to the one's who are really poor, the one's who goes to work early morning with doubt when they will get their next meal,

Ask to those who don't have their shelter to live,

Ask to those who wear the same dress for 365 days,

Ask to those whose right to worship has been snatched because they are poor

Ask to those whose right to speak, right to express their feelings has been snatched

Ask to those who are humiliated every second of their life, every place they go

Ask to those who are treated like pigs of gutter, like they are a garbage in society, like they don't have the any right to live

Ask to those on whom other people laugh

Just because presently they are poor, they don't money to eat, they don't basic money to survive.I take God's promise that one day I will break the shackles of poverty, the word poverty doesn't means a condition where a person lacks basic resources to survive but it's a situtation of extreme humiliation, disrespect where the women, elders, siblings of your family are treated like dust.

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What is Life

Life is all about patience.Your mind us very intellgent it will try to make you fool by acting as an intellectualby giving evidences, so ehat you have tp do is ypu have to give further evidences to make mind fool.That's what life is fooling yourself and getting fooled.Keep patience in life, try to understand yourself what pushes you and what makes you fall in short term.Short term is very important, in short term you have to get pushed, so ypu have to understand what pushes you, is it competitiveness, motivational insta, coaching centre, rankers marks, dreams etcand you even have to understand what makes you fall in short term is it sleep, emotional dreaming, movies, serials, home, certain subjects, winter, excess food, two hours after twilights or you are in a state of fall and you just need to get pushed

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Importance of patience in Career

Life is all about patience, sometimes in life a time comes when you are pro study but not able to study because your mind is not in cognizace with your thoughts or youf flow.In such a case you want to study but not able to study, In such a situation you need to keep patience, be calm, have sanity, don't panic, try to observe what things are bringing negativity and what are bringing positivity, the things which are bringing positivity, bring them closer to yourself, try to make the most of it from its help, you have to remember this is a phase, this phase will teach you a lot of things, you have to understand the mindset you are in.From ypur previous experiences o e thing is very clear going to coaching, spending time in coaching, trying to be most productive will surely help you to pass this phase. In pro study situation, staying at home is the worst thing you can, so try to be more at coaching less at home.If you remain at home, sleeping patterns, serials, wasteful talks, backdoor gossips, unnecessary general watching will take over, so try to remain at coaching
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Love for Grandpa

Missing his voice, missing his soul, missing his unconditional love, missing his calling me "baua idhar ao, baua khana khane jao".Missing him every second from last 365 days.

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Life is all about patience and patience always gives you results.

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23rd August 2022


Life is all about hardwork, hardwork is key to persistence and when a person of such calibre decides that he want success, then only this quote can explain his mindset, "Success can be delayed but not denied"

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5th August 2022

Yesterday and today was avery bad for me, the previous day I just studied for 3 hours that even in 3 shifts, so on productive basis it was very underutilised day, so if one wants to know what is normal utilisation period it is 8 hours of gross study, and what is considered as a good day of study that will be 10+ hours of gross study.And a super happy day for studying will be 12+ hours of gross study.So now let's come to yesterday and today's problems, the core problem was lt, it had taken power from me yesterday night, I tried but somehow failed, now for today, presently I am gonna ignore it or quite forget it so get into right track and recontinue the journey of progress, happiness etc.So the question is should I talk about yesterday's problem or what to do now to get in track.Now I need to be more vigilant aboit lt, that is not at all a good thing to happen, I should have been more careful, but the question is somewhere my mind will go if there is empty space that's inevitable, but I should have managed the crisis well, but there is saying that with continuous face to face with adversity one becomes more strong, So I took yesterday's fall out in a positive manne

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4th August 2022

So what to tell about today, first of all I would like to talk about yesterday, yesterday was not a very good day for me, I have thought I would have easily crossed 8 hour gross mark, but was not able to acheive, so but today I want to acheive, the day hasn't started on a good note, as I woke around 9 am, but still there is a strong inner feeling that today I will easily cross 10 hour gross mark and every shift will be elongated, long and highly productive. I strongly believe that today I will open maths sections in day shift itself, I think I will start from time and work in maths. So the question arises why am I expecting such big hopes to be fulfilled, the answer lies in my actions in this week, I have very strongly performed this week, made a strong case for foundation, built my foundation with care, concern delicacy and a lot of love.I strongly believe that today is a very positive day for me. So best of luck Aditya, and their is a strong feeling that today is going to be highly productive.

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