In my short life (finale)
I have learnt also not to put my eggs in one basket in everything I do with my fellow human for they can disappoint you when you need them the most and make it look like it's your fault for expecting too much from them.
It is because we need each other and trusts ourselves and how far we can go for others, that's why we expect too much. So never feel bad when people fail your expectations it is a shame on them and not you that they chose to be worse versions of themselves to you than what you thought them to be.
I have also learnt that everyone would experience good times and bad times and even if your good time delays you have to wait patiently, never envy or be jealous or contentious for everyone must taste good times.
Yet as you wait, patiently, don't sit still or idle for an idle mind is the workshop of evil. Find your hands to do good and work for in so doing you prepare for the opportunity that gives room to success and in that way your good time locates you faster.-
A brand new song buzzing in my ears,
Hypnotizing with the rhythm of your song.
With every beat, my heart skips,
Increasing and decreasing with the tempo flow.
You came into my life like rhythm and blues,
Making me sway slowly as the rhythm flow.
I hope this feeling never ends,
For in this song I love to dwell,
Sing on my love for heart longs for you.
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In my short life Pt2
I have learnt also that health, a good name, virtue and wisdom are the greatest wealth anyone can adorn for there was a time it opened doors but in today's world money is now the highest recognized form of wealth and the others in your pocket.
Nevertheless, don't throw the former away for they have proven to stand the test of time than the latter. For money can fly away but a good name can never be forgotten.
I have learnt to love with all my heart and twice as hard for in the end, you may get your heart broken and/or may not. If it does end the question shouldn't be whose fault was it? The lesson should be, what can I do differently?
Still, in doing differently I have learnt to let go of bad attitudes and be open to corrections in relationships because we never know our faults until someone who truly cares points them out.-
In my short life Pt1
I have learnt to forgive easily and not hold a grudge because in the end, those who have offended you always forget, leaving you with the burden of past hurt and unforgiveness.
I have also learnt that even though I forgive easily I shouldn't take likely the hurt of people who don't and think it stupid. For our ideologies differ and the degree of hurt and damage done too.
I have also learnt never to be bitter from a tender age, and life taught me too quickly to expect nothing from people other than respect and understand that it is in the human nature to fault, manipulate and misuse kindness.
Yet it also taught me to never substitute kindness for evil no matter the circumstance and how I feel, for the good you do will come back to you and vice versa.
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Don't have a big appetite on someone else's refrigerator, food or/and pocket except you are a thief or inconsiderate.
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Nothing hurts more than feeling lonely
Especially when you think you shouldn't be.
There are times one shouldn't feel lonely
Like in your lover's arms
Or sitting out with friends
Or at a party surrounded with love.
Yet life's irony hits us hard when loneliness creeps in,
In such times when everything ought to be perfect.
Who then isn't lonely?
Everyone feels that way sometimes
That's the beauty of life and a reminder that only you
Holds the Key to your happiness and only you can decide how best to use that moment of loneliness.
I choose those times to enjoy what is before me,
Not what it should have been or could have been.
I choose those times to give myself selflessly to the people who love me.
For in the word loneliness all I see are " lone and line" in other words "one line"
What can a line do?
My answer; " connect".
So when loneliness creeps I choose to connect with everyone around me.-
Come let's have a drink sometime
It could be a date it's up to you to decide
Life is too short for one to hide
Playing about one's feelings with fears.
I hope it turns into something beautiful and rare
Submerge with roses, dancing and cheers
But if it doesn't, I promise not to dwell
On what went wrong and hope we still can be friends.-
A strong woman is a woman who has mastered the art of hiding her inferiority complex behind the walls of her strength and achievements.
Only 3 people in her lifetime gets to see that side of her,
Herself,
Her man
And her God.-
HIM
It had been weeks and she hasn't bothered to text him
He refused his maid from changing the sheets she laid on
But her scent was slowly fading away.
Night after night he fell asleep clinging to the sheets
Drowning in her scent as if she laid beside him still.
I thought I was able to possess her thoughts
By now she should be running to me, wanting me and craving for my every touch.
He wasn't one to summon his submissive at all time,
Especially in the initial stage of the contract, for he revelled in being desired.
Yet he was perplexed at how well his new sub has faired without reaching out.
I must summon her by the weekend.
I need to make her every being crave my every touch.
For he was both bemused and slightly irritated.
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HER
It has been weeks and he hadn't sent for her,
She craved him and it got worse at night.
The smell of leather and silicon did wonder to her senses and the Honeywell in between.
The jewellery he gave her was always in her purse
When she couldn't bear the insanity of her day,
She dips her hand into her purse to caress the pendant and the whole gift scene replays out in her head.
She agreed to his arrangement because she was in love with him
Thinking she could get him to love her back with time.
The rules were simple send a text-only when need be and he would reply with an address
But she was too proud, she had heard about his conquest.
The subs before her but she was bent on having him as hers and hers alone.
She wanted him to crave for her like she for him.-