If I'm a child of God,
Then I'm the rebellious one.
If I'm a subject of God,
Then I'm the one who brings revolt.
If I'm an image of God,
Then I'm the opposite.
If I'm God itself,
I do not exist.

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I'm living in a state of constant desperation and despair.

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𝗔𝗻𝘀𝘄𝗲𝗿𝘀


I have to do nothing but wait, as the seasons change and these colours are fading away slowly, as time goes.

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O deafening silence of the night,
let me hear that sweet lullaby of yours. Take me into the darkness
and to the dreams of bright flowers.

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𝗦𝗲𝗹𝗳𝗶𝘀𝗵𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘀


I am losing it all, what it called self esteem.
Will I ever be forgiven?
Will I ever be free? From this selfish hell, where I am one.

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𝗔𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗱𝗮𝘆


Even it makes me more and more empty, I think I too can get some of it back that fills this void.
It can be little, but that little is enough to fill this emptiness all at once.

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𝗥𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗼𝗺𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘀


This feeling, it wears off.
I just have to distract myself.
From this thought.
From this question called "why?"

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~𝙐𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙨~

It was full moon day, the moon was bright.
Bright enough to cast shadows. But, I find it less beautiful than any other day. I'm wondering why.
Maybe, it's her.
Her presence.
Maybe she is my moon!

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