I am lost, lost in those zigzag hilly paths, lost in that woods, lost in rain-soaked mountains with green. Why does not peacock dance in my city when a black cloud overcasts the sky? My soul has witnessed many storms that have ravaged and dismantled my peace. I am bored with this city life, this city has taken away everything from me. I do not know why all the things which I like the most whatever human or non-living things, anyone wants to snatch from me and they succeed. They have snatched everything, and made my life colourless. Now no one wants to talk to me, I have learnt one thing in my life that not everyone deserves to be pardoned. Yes, in my entire life I will not grant pardon to a person and he has compelled me to hate a particular name from this Earth.
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I met a girl quite simple
Though she was a lady with a royal soul.
She treated me as a faithful friend
I bestowed my wishes for permanent.
As the stars twinkle in the sky
Her eloquence drives away all the shy.
I shall always uphold her at the pinnacle
To deify her in the soul's temple.
It is a bonding which will never fail
At least we'll have a story to tell.
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Time is the greater equalizer of all mankind. it has taken away the best and the worst of us without regard of either. Time offers opportunities but demands a sense of regard. When the game of life is finally over there is no second chance to correct our errors.
-Abhieraj's-
fursat milein jab bhi toh ranjishein bhula dena
Kaun jaane saason ki mohlatein kaha tak hain-
Zindagi, Chal Tera Shukriya.
Shayad Mile Na Tu Kal Ki Subah.
Jo Diya Humne Hans Ke Liya,
Ae Zindagi Tera Chal Shukriya.
Har Saans Ka, Har Khwab Ka,
Umeed Ke Sailaab Ka,
Tujh Se Judi Har Baat Ka; Shukriya.
Teri Dhoop Ka, Barsaat Ka,
Thama Jise Uss Hath Kaa,
Acche Boore Halaat Ka Shukriya.
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On a night with twinkling stars
Let the healer relieve my scars.
As I kneel at the altar of His temple
I find your forgiveness quite ample.
Let me go, let me go
To the kingdom where mercy exists,
No one insists where, no one persists.
I would have found there my eternal peace
If I had told that you were my bliss.
Every night my heart gets squeezed
Your absence can never be filled.
You were that princess whom,
Anyone would like to get.
But I am not that lucky
to have you in my fate.
Often I miss you, miss my happiness
How can I tell you that
I'm surviving in sadness.
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Love knocks on my door every night. It comes and goes back with dejection. Once, before, so many times I tried so hard to tell you but you were too incompetent to recognize. Now, see, I loiter, I ramble, I haunt evey place where my conscience tells tale. No, I do not even forget our gossips, those dulcet days. Often my prayers return to me by becoming an anathema, don't know how long does it stay or how far does it go? Sometimes, love strands at a point whether to confess or to repel. I find it difficult to confess love, nowadays I have entangled myself with more and more in tragedy. I don't know when and where I get trapped with your memories, so pungently it has covered me that I can't unveil it. When I tried to get rid of it, it had embraced me with its indelibility of more sufferings. I can assure you that you will here in my memory in my heart where no one can wrest you.
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If covid enters into my blood it will be shocked to know that its father the germs of cancer are already there.
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UNCERTAINTY
If time gives you a chance,
Would you like to stand by my side?
I might not live at that time to appreciate
Somewhere I know you aren't imperfect.
If I get lost in the crowd,
Could you able to find me?
I will remain in doubt
That you would not find me.
If you come, then come only for mine
Do not foster any collusion
To snatch your unblemished shine.
If that day would come,
If I were with you,
I could walk along with you
To beyond the horizon,
You might be reluctant
To hold my arms,
I don't know whether
You descant any of my chants.
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I bare myself to you for loving again,
I bare myself to you to show my pain.
You won't understand how much it hurts
Losing you perceives me luck has been built with curse.
I bare myself to you for remembering anymore
My heart seeks perfect peace if it is no more.
I feel you even see you in obscurity
Intoxication does not fill my with complete serenity.
I lit a cigar, take a drink of wine to forget you
The more I drink I realise I am no longer with you.
You are indelible for me, get you is a far cry,
Bothering your emotions compels me to cry.
I have sowed a seed for you
You reaped it,
As a solitary I wander, like a vagabond not a conqueror.-