The question I ask myself is "How am I still alive? After so much alcohol in my veins, so much smoke in my lungs, so much pain in my heart and so much numbness in my nerves, How???
There is immense pressure coming on me for marriage and I am not able to fight back like I used to before, due to what happened in december. After that I am not able to make eye contact at home or be confident in front of them. What should I do?