একটা আমি টাকায় মরে
একটা আমি নেশা করে,
মধ্যিখানে আর একটা মন
প্রেম থেকে যে অনেক দূরে
সব বদলায় জীবনযাপন
উপড়ানো থেকে বৃক্ষরোপণ,
তবু আমার একগুঁয়েমির
তুমি আমার শেষ উপন্যাস।
আমি নতুন গল্পে রাজি,
তুমি ফিরবে কি ঘর আজই?
নতুন করেই শিখবো প্রেমের গান।।-
আমাদের আবার দেখা হোক,
হোক শরতের এক পশলা বৃষ্টি
অভিমানটা ধুয়ে যাক
হোক নতুন গল্পের সৃষ্টি।-
When it rained today
I danced on my roof
Dancing with the raindrops as they
Cleansed my memories away..
I've lost friends
I've lost loves
I've lost what I thought I'd won..
Sometimes you wonder if your losses
deplete you.
But today in the rain
I lost myself in the trance..
Let my friends lovers and wins pass
If I can dance in the rain and
Feel like myself..-
Would you talk to me again right now?
If you never say 'future' it won't come.
If you never ask say 'why' it will tide away.
I remember you vividly but face is fading.
the dark balcony above the cinema
is not only ours anymore
when we were 18 at New Year's Eve
a first kiss to slow tragic dirge.
You'd say it was classic that we
were born in the song of rain.
Years of missed moments and hesitance
crossing out our lives with blunt pencil
a sepia toned movie we'd both hate
the funeral march played whenever we met
You hated when I said soon
You said I don't know what that means
When you asked what I wanted
I should have said I wished we were
18 at New Year's Eve
and the song was a silly love song
A better drum beat for fate.-
পাহাড় সমান অভিমান ভরা বুক
আর ছিল, কিছু জলীয়বাষ্প চোখের
এখন সে আর ওসব দৃশ্য নেই
ভিড় নেই তাই মিথ্যে পর্যটকের..-
Leave me alone or don't
I have forgotten what I want
Maybe I love a plastered smile
to show you how I wish I felt
Maybe I want that champagne
to pop
leave me alone
no please don't
my mind wonders to fear
It climbs ladder of doubt
Reaches the pinnacle of
the rock bottom
If you dont want to see that
leave me alone
If you dont handle it, go
I wish you could
I wish I could sit in silence
Eyes covered by my blanket
but somehow not alone
I hate being alone.-
I can't say I miss you..
But,
Dekha nahin tujhe arso se
Baat nahin ab barsho se
Khoye huye tere charcho se hai kahan
Pahado mein mera basera hai
Gale mein ye muffler tera hai
Aake tu isko aadha odh jaa..🎶-
hey
'Cause I can't do shit right, I can't learn my lesson
I can't do shit right, take anti-depressants
Illness and welfare robbed my adolescence
My friends probably hate me, can't answer a message
Filled with anxiety, always be hidin' me
Feelin' inadequate's always what's drivin' me
Not a role model, that's not what I strive to be
Can't go outside, I'm afraid they'd be findin' me..
Paranoid 'bout my privacy, 'cause I'm agoraphobic.-
I have dealt with so many problems alone
I'm sure I'll deal next one too,
But having support is different kind of comfort.
It's not a necessity,
But It's a luxury.
And I think it's okay to want that.-