I could call you as much I wanted too
You were always eager to listen to me
You took me every where via your phone
It wasn’t a problem
I could call you anytime I wished and you were always eager to hear my voice
But suddenly I have become a disturbance
Suddenly I am disturbing you , I am calling to much
It funny how due to your act up,I try not to call as much as I want too
I went from being your number one person to an irritant
To a disturbance in your life In just a millisecond
It funny how if she calls you, you won’t have a problem with it.
We are at the stage where you getting angry and raising your voice about calls, when we could talk for hours literally few weeks ago.
It really an un-describable pain to watch your most loved person on earth fall out of love for you
It is an intense pain knowing , and still trying to make it work ,
Hoping that things will go back to the way it was,
Because their is no space in your entire being to love anyone the way that you love him.
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When I say I love you,
I mean your arms are my favorite place to be,
You do to me what no human can,
Your mere existence just charges up my soul batteries without touch.
When I say I love you,
I mean you are my home,
My happy place,
A place I can take off my shoes and just be,
A place I can be completely myself ,
You are my calm,
The stillness after the rain.
You’re that beautiful rainbow God drew across my teary skies
Sometimes when I think about the love I have for you,
In those beautiful moments I realize nothing could have prepared me for the heights at which I have fallen for you.
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IF ONLY
My heart cried out in pain,
The tears couldn't stop rolling.
If only I could change the hands of the clock,
If only I could travel back in time.
But alas,I cannot.
I can only regret it.
An incident that can't be forgotten.
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They don't get tired of seeing the fault,
Reading meaning to everything,
Bringing up a story when there is none,
Passed the stage where it bothers me.
I really don't care any more.-
Lots of things to do
Lots of things to pay attention to
Lots of things , the day is not enough
The mind wants it
The body doesn't
All it wants
SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP!!!!!
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Eyes were filled with tears,
Not because of any emotions,
But because of the effect of formalin.
It was the first day in the dissection lab.
Mixed emotions of fear,anxiety, enthusiasm filled the lab.
We transformed ourselves from wearing double gloves,
To touching with bare hands, without even realising.
From being overwhelmed after identifying muscles and vessels,
To feeling overworked after harvesting an organ.
From wanting to reflect at any possible chance,
To wanting to know what is been reflected and what would be seen after wards.
The clock is ticking,
The day is becoming closer.-
Want to cry,
Want to scream,
Want to jump,
Want to run,
Want to hide,
And be Free-
Want to cry
Want to scream
Want to hide
Want to run
Want to jump out,
And be free........
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Dresses elegantly,
all,well covered up.
Speaks softly,
makes one wants to listen;paying rapt attention.
Smiles beautifully,
including occasions when expected to be angry.
Talks carefully,
watching every word being said.
Advises gently,
giving "one" reasons to think and reflect.
Corrects firmly,
making "one" realize this or that
was wrong.
Beautiful in and out,
A rare gem.
My secret admire.-
Don't know where he is right now.
What country or state,
Can't even say.
What he likes and doesn't like,
i don't know yet.
All I am sure of ,it has been destined.
My better half,my soul mate.
All I can do is to pray to my Rabb,
That HE complete half of my deen and take me closer to JANNAH.
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