//HOLLOW THOUGHTS//
All those years that I have surpassed,
Never did once I ever think of you,
Until today.
You came at my door,
Banging the very gates of my sentiency,
And before I could prepare myself for your arrival,
You demolished every piece of home I've built all these years.
My peace, my love, my tears, my fears.
Though this time I knew u wouldn't spare me,
Anything to start over with.
Maybe this is what you do,
Sometimes I think I'm cursed,
Other times I think It's you.
But who cares, if everytime the loss is mine.
I couldn't do anything to shut you away this time,
For you are inevitably unavoidable.
Maybe a part of me was longing for you,
Too much of happiness, to me seems like a crime.
Maybe a part of me was ready
For you to take over me,
Once and for all.
This silence is deafening, but peaceful.
Oh death, alas you came,
I've been waiting for a while now.
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