I'm tired...
Tired of being the only one who puts in the efforts,
Tired of being the one who always falls first.
I don't ask the world,
Just that someone would see my worth.

I love love,
But lately it feels like it's alot of work.
I don't want to give up on it,
But what can I do?
For I'm really very tired.

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Alot is happening these days,
There is alot to say.
I wish I had someone to just listen,
Who would not show me any pity or ambition.
I'm scared to share my story,
As it can ruin my family's glory.
I just want to speak and cry,
Is it so hard to try?
Call me a hypocrite for asking everyone else to share,
But when it comes to me I just don't care.
Am I a bad person for having such thoughts?
Will I be punished if I ever got caught?
I'm not able to think straight,
And that's the reason why my troubles upgrade.
I have someone to talk to,
But the problem is I don't know how to.
There is alot more I want to write,
But maybe another time and for now it's just Good Night.

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Kahi tou hoga woo jo mere se beintehaan, beshumar pyaar krega,
Jiske lie sirf aur sirf mei kaafi hongi.

Kahi tou hoga woo jo mere lie puri dunia se ladne ko tyaar hoga,
Jiske lie mei hi puri dunia hongi.

Kahi tou hoga woo jo mujhse mujh jesa pyaar krega.
Kahi tou hoga woo, kahi tou hoga woo.

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We all have a special person in our lives whom we say we love,
But what exactly is love?

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When I look down the memory lane,
I don't find shame.
All I remember is the way you made me feel,
Like you have come to heal.

The way you looked at me,
Made me feel like I was lovable.
The way you treated me,
Made me feel like I mattered.

You made me feel different,
Like there is no one relevant.
You made me feel special,
Like I was an angel.

When I look down the memory lane,
I don't find shame.
All I remember is the way you made me feel,
Like you have come to heal.

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He was hers but somewhere she felt that she had lost him.

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Hey!!

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She feels lost these days; lost, unsafe and unprotected.
She misses that hug these days, the hug that made her feel safe and protected.
The hug by which she knew there is that one person by her side always, that that person will never let anything and anyone harm her.
She needs lots of those hugs these days.

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Time change, things change.
What she does not wants to change is their bond, their friendship.

She wants to be the type of friends which they were back in November.
She don't want them to fight the way they did in December.
She wants him to love her the way he did in January.
She wants him to look at her the way he did in February, like she was the best thing in the universe and the best thing that has ever happened to him.
She wants him to touch her the way he did in March.
She wants him to kiss her the way he did in April.
She wants him to support her the way he did in May.
She wants him to miss her the way he did in June.
She wants him to be excited to meet her the way he was in July.
And at the end, she don't want him to be the person he became in August.

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Their bond may not be back as it was before,
But she surely is back.

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