Sometimes I notice,
how his gaze lingers and stop around me..
while his eyes gloss over the subtle smiles..
I feel my throat tightened up with rave of grief
because yet..
I still hope those eyes were of yours instead…
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Hope my silent thoughts reach his soul one day..
Her voice stuttering..
“Nothingness “
And
The presence of something so mere…
That consumes your whole ..
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I make priorities
for everything in my life
But
I realized..
I forgot to put myself in the list...
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How empty of me to be so full of you..
The void inside of me wasn’t the need for you..
How blank of me to be so mute of you ..
The silence inside of me wasn’t the call for you
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It’s been a while since words have found me,
the time between
you’ll come and go,
I’d grown to the long silence,
I’ve been a stranger to my woe....-
strange isn’t it..
When your emotions slaves his existence..
Yet, he has no clue..
-one sided tales-
Our bond was knitted with
promises and thread of trust..
but never with a name...
Weird
can’t even blame a lose thread
Calling it a relationship..-
and he is silent...
where you can hear a roar....
quiet enough to...
shallow your whole relationship up...-
When you secure his insecurities...
Treasure up in corners of your heart...
Wrapped in your little giggles..
you’re the light in his world..
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I have had my sleeve too tight..
But somehow..
I falling again..
I have tried my best..
But somehow..
I am smiling again
Somehow..
No,
I am starting to believe again...
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