Broke and lost
Hurt and the memories, oh it costs too much
How it all turned rancid
I wonder and fell down
Gone through a phase of past
I am still the same, I trust
You is You and I is me
Yet the emotions are deep rooted
Wandering around and stuck at you
If I let go, i get all lost
So, tonight I'll be here
Even if I failed you in the past
I'll be here now and till
you feel no more use of me
I am yours
Now and whenever you need me

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It's sad how much I am invested in someone else and how less I have found my self.

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I needed you, you let go..
I held onto hope, I got distracted..
I had faith in the ugliest of places..
I gave up on giving up on you..
I cried for your survival..
I died for the mere thought of you getting hurt..
I still am insufficient..
I am not enough..
I never flew away but was thrown away..
I am not complaining but accepting..
now, you come and stay or come and leave..
you have me either way..
am I weak! nah..
just done..
Done with being the only one
giving a fuck all the time..

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First they give you the promise of their presence
Then they start to grow apart
And slowly killing you
They start to surprise you with their absence
Worst is, knowing how they can easily let go
You let every piece of them cling onto your soul
They start ripping your heart but you keep on feeding their butterflies
They kill everytime they talk and their eyes you never forget
You go on like they will never change and then
also we can't blame because
There is winter
There is summer
And there is rain
In each one, they play their role and
you get drowned in each of them
Hoping them to stay a bit longer
A bit more with you
But they leave
They leave because they change
They change because they can't help it
And even if you know that they had no choice
You keep on getting hurt
Because no matter how much you curse yourself and
ask yourself to be strong and let go
You know deep down that you, too can't help it.— % &

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Maybe in another world,
I will have me and
that will be enough
I will make myself strong
and that won't be a shock
I will be happy and
that won't be judged
I will sing a song and
let the wind play the strings
I will stop for a while and
that won't be a problem
I will have hope for me
and that won't be a lie
And I think
that will be enough
that will be enough— % &

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I saw the far apart clouds merging into one
It took time
I witnessed the highs and lows
Of the moon
Of life
It is natural
The thing called time
And I heard myself saying
Maybe it is not now, but
I'll be finding and walking
With it step to step
Hand in hand
Someday.— % &

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The world is blinding my vision, love
I want you to come and tell me that I'll be fine
Since I have you by my side tonight
As far as I can feel, your value in my life
has increased throughout these years
Though, I know your heart holds someone else
to compare my love for you after we part path for our fears
You cannot let her go, so no matter how much I will like to,
I cannot let you in
Even if I know love is beyond any rationality
Keeping myself secure as a human
comes before any such insanity
So, in this life, I am never going to let you in
I am starting to stop getting hurt by your actions..
So, maybe in another dimension, if you have a heart that beats only for me,
trust me, you will always find me by your side
holding out a hand for you to hold
because if you ever knew me, you know,
I never let go.— % &

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When you are in a crowd that suffocates you
And all you want to do is run
But you can't because you might destroy others expectations
You feel stuck and unwell
You want to rest, but fears the world getting ahead of you
You dont perform well, but you cant accept that
You strive to grow in a dark well
You know the truth but scared to let go
You are yet to learn but you fear to show
You feel unwanted and that made you the joker of the show
To be the center of the attentions
You feel lost, but you still smile
You feel powerless, yet you show your style
That's how you portray a perfect lie and name it your life.

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Nothing keeps one up as bad as the thought about the possibilities of what would have been the scenario if the choices were a bit different.

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In
a
world
full of
competition,
finding
yourself
is still
the
most
difficult
task.

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