At one point we talk about saving people from natural calamities
And on other, we attack to take thousand of lives.
The whole humankind is hypocrite.

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न जाने कितने जंग चल रहे
खुद के भीतर ,
और फिर दिख रहा शुरू होता
जंग खुद के बाहर ।
मैं लड़ रही खुद की जंग
और टाल रही निमंत्रण
बाहर के जंग की ।
आखिर दोनों ही जंग में
कत्ल हो रही मन की चैन ।
मगर अब सोचती हूं
कैसे हुई ऐसी परिस्थिति,
जब की मन तो चीख रहा
'क्यों' को पकड़ कर !

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I want to see you grow
From pretending to be concerned
To get genuinely concerned !

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कि वो नादान तो धो रहा था पाप अपने,
पिछले कर्मों के ।

कहां जानता था धोते धोते,
जोड़ लिए उसने कई पाप और अपने खाते में ।

और जो जपता रहा राम नाम उम्र भर,
वो भूल गया राम अपने अंतिम स्वास पर ।

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I feel like going through all those good chapters from the past!
But they do not exist anymore.

I remember burning down the whole book,
knowing it had a terrible ending.
And all now left is ashes and emptiness.

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भगवान ने
चीजें इतने तोड़ फोड़ के
घुमा फिरा के दी है
कि अब कुछ मांगने में ही डर लगता है 😓

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Who am I?
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I am a nice person!
No, you are nasty when you go on revenge.
I am calm like an ocean!
No, you are restless even with the thought of a wave.
I am a well wisher of people!
No, you even wanted them to die during your hard time.
I am a one man woman!
Tell me, you never ever thought of anyone else?
I am happy being independent !
Really? Why do you think of family during lonlier nights?
I can quit my career for family!
No, you cannot. You will be asking why you should sacrifice.
I don't forgive who break my heart!
And still you can talk with them?
Then who am I? Just an emotional mess?
Probably now you can feel everyone else!

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Shades of blue changing into orange hues
Not the colors that I put on my canvas,
But the wind gushing through my hair
And I can smell freedom in the air.
Greenery on the both sides,
Adorned with flowers of red, blue and white.
The enchanting mountains
Wearing the layer of glittering clouds.
Ohh I can't find anything more beautiful
Than the smile of that innocent child,
Who came running to me
barefoot offering a cup of chai!
The droplets falling down the window
Feels like it is wiping away all my sorrows!
The joyful cheers, smiling struggles,
the lady bargaining with the shopkeeper
I love everything it has to offer!

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-----तुम्हारी तलाश में-------
इस देखा दिखाई के रिवाज़ में
कुछ अपने बारें में बता जाती,
तो कुछ बातें चुपके से बचा रखती।
मैं चाहती हूं सिर्फ तुम सुनो,
मेरे किताब का हर किस्सा ।
मैं सुनना चाहती हूं अपनी तारीफें,
ग़र सिर्फ तुम्हारी आवाज में ।
मैं चाहती हूं इन्तिज़ार करना
तुम्हारे "Hi, kaisi ho" के मैसेज का आना ।
कि तुम इतनी देर न करो ,
की लोग चुरा ले जाये मुझसे
मेरे किताब का कोई पन्ना ।

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We Pray
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From asking our favorite things in prayers
To asking prosperity of our family members.
We've all changed little by little.
From competing with the version of ourselves
To slipping into the comfortable shell.
We've all changed little by little.

Everyday we struggle with our inner self
Until we lose and become a mess.
We sit and we pray,
Not knowing this time what to say!
All we can offer is our surrenedered self,
Asking god to handle our lives in his own way.
We've all changed little by little.

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