I've been avoiding and denying my love
Hesitation created distance and space
I turned down the impulses
To express all my feelings for you
I've been here before and it lead to a closed door
So I asked myself once more
Are you worthy of me getting my heart broken for
See I realized you have the potential to hurt me
I love you and you impact my being
You matter to me and I'm afraid
Afraid that if I showed you that you would back away
So to have you stay, I say, everything's just okay.
I shy away and safe I play with my heart tucked away. Waiting, waiting and debating will my heart break anyway?

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...Its like sweet and eloquent rose petals after the thorns and stem has been cut off...

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I can't stop myself from loving you
Though I tried to, though I tried to, I really tried boo
I can't stop myself from loving you
Though I have to, though I have to, I really have to.
I can't stop myself from loving you
Though it hurts to, though it hurts to, it really hurts boo

Cause loving you is wrong but feels so right,
my heart and mind is in a fight
Can I just have one more night
And baby please turn out the light
So I can just hold your body tight
With no one else in sight
Love me with all your might
For one last moment, let it be right.

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Teasing without pleasing is unappealing eventually

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If I could go back and not had that drink with you, not have that dance, not shared that kiss. I would cause all the good feelings you give me doesn't lessen the pain of knowing it's only borrowed time.

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I'm not a light switch
You can turn on and off
At your convenience

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Don't advertise a service
When you can't deliver
Dissatisfaction is sure
To be the result

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Question: How does a peace offering cause so much chaos in one's mind?

Peace is supposed to be calm and tranquil
Offering is supposed to be a gift that brings joy

Yet my feelings are conflicted, my mind is uneasy and my heart is confused.

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A car ran over a red light
To get to a land of 'milk and honey'
On its way the adrenaline was a high - way of bliss and blinding thrill
The car pulled over a few times
To check the oil and fuel the tank
Changed the tires and wiper blades from the rain along the way
All these mini stops got it loosing momentum and it ended up in a bush of rosy thorns.
Better wait for the green light next time the car reckoned

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Love love love love love love love love love love love love love love

What do I do with you
You came out the blue
And showed me something new
Who knew you'd be true

That's why I love you too

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