Yes.. I am a complete mess and a disaster... I am not good at explaining and expressing... my mind and heart well never in sync and constantly fighting.. I have a bad temper and I select the most inappropriate word possible.. which comes back to me... I say things which I didn't mean...probably due to lack of vocabulary... well, I am an introvert too, and I have my own problems which I didn't like to discuss.. I need space... Yes.. you are right, I am a mess and this is me !!

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