I'm tired of everything.
This is last truth., Please listen
I'm happy with and without you.
You're perfect for me,
but I'm imperfect for you.

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I want you to be everything
You can't be.!
Like loyal.

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Take me further
In the same way
I was in back
Without you, everything normal.
Nevertheless take me further.
I want to meet myself, pull it over.

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Take me back
Push me further
In the same way
I was in back
Without you, everything great.
Nevertheless take me back.
I miss my self, pull it over.

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Isn't it devastating ?
Seeing everything going wrong.
Isn't it devastating ?
Seeing everyone misunderstanding.
Isn't it devastating ?
Seeing everywhere discomfort.
Isn't it devastating ?
Seeing everyone everywhere knowing everything still not accepting.

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Don't step back and think about me.
It may make you gulit and regret,
You may think to come back.
Exactly here i swear dear, don't.
Cause the magic you have done in my heart
is still destroying my veins with pain.

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I still remember that time,
That; 
I still remember the time.

My Castle got drowned, 
My dreams got shattered, 
My wishes turned curse
I still remember the time.

You wanted to leave me, but i could not
agree to leave you, cause mine was love. 

What made you so easy to leave me? 
What made you step for this disaster? 
Was that not love ?

All those sugarcoated lies and promises.
I still remember that time. 

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Time kept spitting in a speed from
forever to over.
Everything stated forever has ended.
Never turned back to over, but this forever
Isn't ending.
Time kept spitting in a speed from
forever to over.

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I want to grow up to be as you.
I have seen what you're and
How you are. Believe me
The strength i have seen in you
Is greater than anything i could express.
In your foot steps, i want to grow old.
In your way, i want to rise up.
The day we never thought is never far,
But believe me. You're strength seeded in me.
I miss you much, but believe me, you're strength seeded in me.
The day i decided to fight,
I have seen you in me.
Thanks for being part of me.
Believe me, you're strength seeded in me.

Love you DAD, miss you.

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Let's take the pen and forgive the pain.
Let the pain bleed out in blue,
and let me write without clue.

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