The Universe didn't played doubtful,
It was now all in front of my eyes,
Yaa the one is back, my mind raced.
Are the intentions favourable in my place?
Thinking the mess I opened a diary,
It was again the bookmark I leftover.
With a heavy heart I turned the page,
As if I'm a mature sage.
Backdated I saw the poem, titled "Aaoge Jab Tum.."
Still in my drafts, lingering to complete.
The pieces I left over begin appearing in the sheet.
As if it's the time to end the tale.
Remember I always said "Aaoge Jab Tum"?
But I never knew what will happen next,
"Angana Phul Khilenge?", Yaa my mind buzzed with the multiple nostalgic hits,
"Baresga Sawan..?", Yaa the tears rained,
"Do Dil Aise Milenge?", It was never meant to be.
My pen stopped after writing this.
Is this what destined my heart ache,
Was it this for which I made.
I cleared everything with the one out
As if the delusions shattering out.
The layers begins started to unfold,
The dilemma again started to ramp up.
It was now a direct choice,
Will it the 'one' or 'her' right?-
And soon after marking the beginning the end came,
Never thought in this way will the efforts vain.
I decided to broke the silence upright,
Thinking if she is alright.
I told her not to fabricate things in her mind,
Tell me if everything fine?
She agreed grudgingly to request of mine
"Nothing happened it's just matter of time",
Listening this I held her hands
Grabbed her by waist so close to me,
The warmth of her breath kissed my skin.
Looking into her eyes I noticed the sight,
Why she is back? Her eyes fright.
I pushed myself away in fractions,
As if the volcano erupted in concession.
I frowned with the tears of apologies,
Begging to hold the moment for a while.
The silence spoke something doubtful
Is it again the universe playful?-
After a long insomnia
This night I slept,
And I dreamt,
Unconsciously dreaming the past like never.
It was full of cheer and happiness,
Was revisiting my childhood of no worries,
Saw myself enjoying at the fullest.
Interestingly, saw her too.
No misunderstandings, and all mine.
The dream was a dream I was dreaming,
No career hustle, no responsibility.
With this I opened my eyes,
A smile painted on my visage
What a dream I just face.
I tried to grab the specs to kick off the day
The thing I got faded the smile
It wasn't the specs I took right,
It was anxiety pills I took last night.-
Is the Universe cherishing me up?
Or Dillematic trench waiting for us.
Thinking the mess I put your hands away
Tears in eyes, started to move away
Was it me you wanted, she asked?
Forget the one, she tasked.
Hearing the words I stopped myself
Is it the history repeating itself?
Not the right time, I wishpered
Its not easy as if a supper.
The cloud of disappointed covered the sky
My dilusion now started to fly
It rained as if I cried
It thundered to shatter the everything I tried
I hold her hand to walk again
Trembled with what I sensed in vein.
It's not only me who was ramping up
It was always the us hiding up.
Can't hold anymore I put away
Looking at her I hugged right away.
The tears of both was vanished in rain
The sobbing of both was hidden in thunder.
It's not the universe or trench here
It just you and me around here.
With this the skies celebrated us,
The walk should never end promised us.
Moving around I looked the crown
That's all I want now, I frowned
Grabbed me tightly she murmured yes
Looking her eyes I smiled yes.-
You afraid,
You afraid to look Down,
Is it the Height you're Afraid?
Or the Grave you Digged?
Is it the fear which trembling you?
Or the regret resembling you?
All the sudden something spark!
Is it the end of the dark?
Holding upon you looked down
Found yourself digged down!
Seeing your wings in the wounds
The only thing remind is the crown!
Did it belonged to you once?
Or was it dream of the ones!
Closing your eyes you made a cry
Was it again a war cry?
You jumped off the cliff with no fear
The trouble with you started to tear!
You made it champ! Sound surround
You saw yourself on the crown!
And then you realise
It's not your eye which looked down
It's was the universe bowing down!!-
Yet another day I was still waiting on the same street on weekends.
Hoping you to hold up my hands and walk along the endless street.
And surprisingly someone came...
Held my hands and started walking
The face was still blurry in tinkering lights,
My eyes were in tears of seeing you coming back after 3.5yrs.
The voice was again ramping up my soul
The presense was again seemed like an achivement.
And I again forget to measure distances in miles,
discussing all the peaks and trough encountered in life.
I turned my face to look you in light
And I was in grim after the sight.
It wasn't you who came. Was it imagination again I dreamt?
The one again hold me up tight.
Shh.. vedant it's alright!
The comfort was as same as you gave.
The sheer shock started to vain
Is the universe cherishing me up?
Or another dilemmatic trench waiting for us?-
You begin it, but the end is near.
You tried the best but the catch is here.
Your cuteness no more please me,
Your talks no more hits me.
Your advices seems like a liability,
Your eyes seems like a cruelty.
The dilemma is perplexing,
The Choices are interesting.
My dreams are shattering,
But conscious is lingering.
It's not we at the fault,
It's the cosmos at its halt.
The end will mark the beginning,
And I'll be a learning, moving towards a journey.-
Iss Lifestyle Disease Se Bhare Duniya Me
Wo Chronic Disease Banke Aayi
Naa Hi Usko Chhodh Paa Rha
Aur Naa Zee Paa Rha-
Hum Aaj Bhi Tumhe Us Mod Pr Aate Milenge,
Tumahre Kahaniya Logo Ko Sunate Milenge,
Kahenge Ek Ajnabi Aaya Tha Anjaan Sa Jaane kab Jaan Ban Gya, Karte The Shayariyan Hum Jinke Naam Pr
Aaj Wo Naam Anjaan Ban Gya-
You say,
Love, Memories, Bond, Emotions, Real Me???
Habibi these all bows down when my mumma says , "Beta Bda Banke Aayega Na?"-