Have u ever gone through it?
You were so excited for someone’s birthday.! That person was so special to you.! And you did everything, just to make that persons day beautiful and memorable.!
Planning what to gift them.! To celebrating there birthday.!
And suddenly.!
In a year that birthday haunts you with there memories.!
That day just keeps bringing those beautiful memories.! And makes you sleepless.!
Ur terrified like how come this person changed so much in a year.! Did they forget everything we had? Or it was just a play? Were they really true or just playing with ur emotions.! Those 24hrs are longest in ur life.!
But alll our heart cried was happy birthday.!-
I realised that.!
Peopl call you there best friend when your there to listen to there cries.! People call you there family, when u support them, when non of there family stands with them., people call you special when you make them feel special..!
But they never realise that to be there frnd to be there family and to make them feel special what u had to sacrifice what pain you had to go through.! What it meant for you.! It’s just a matter of time.! They make others there best friend there family there special person.! When they know it’s all over with you and can’t have anything more from you.! They just shatter you.!And just leave you wounded.! That’s when it hits.! U cared for people when they just had a little scratch.! In return they stabbed you in your heart and ask you your why are you crying.!
Be aware.! Your importance is based on what u provide.! Not on what you truly are.!-
Bewaffa the Jo., wo aaj bhi khush hai apni zindagi per.!
Kyou ham khafa hai apni zindagi se.!
Jab hamne sirf Wafa ki thi.!-
Ppl talk about demons,ghosts haunting u.!
But have u ever been in a situation or phase of in your life.! Were a person used to be your everything, your morning started with them your night ended with them.! U were there like sharing every tiny details of your days.! Your opining mattered to them.!
And then suddenly they decide to let go of evrything.! And ur stuck in ur life.!
Wer there memories haunt u.!
U daily check ur phone for there good morning text.!
Wer there pictures haunt u in a daylight.!
When ur with ur Frnds laughing joking.! And suddenly u feel that pain in ur heart.! And ur just numb and silent with ur group.! Wer ur nights haunt u with there memories and keep u awake till 4.!
Everyone talks about 3am memories.!
I wanna talk about 3pm memories when I’m at work and they just hit u and ur stuck there with sweat and ur hands shivering.! U don’t know how to react or do anything.! People just leave when they find better choice.! They don’t think about the person who was there when he had nothing yet he treated her as his queen.!
That pain that gut wrenching pain.! Is more horrifying then getting haunted by demons or ghosts-
Everyone has their own choices.!
Friend, family, parents everyone has their own choices .!
But u chose a person to be ur choice., they chose the other person to be there choice.!
What have u been left with.?
To make an another choice.!?
It’s all about choices.! U chose.! They chose.! At the end.! It’s what destiny’s choice.!-
She had a knife in her hand.!
He trusted her with the knife.!
His eyes wer blinded by love.!
He thought it was a rose.!
But when she stabbed it into his heart.!
He was in pain.! But love blurred his vision.!
He was mad to think it were bruses that made him bleed by the throne of rose.!
All he thought was.!
He is finally receiving the colour of love flowing from his body.!
He Was playing with his own blood thinking it’s festival of love.!
That even she is there colouring herself in his blood.!
Little did he know.!
She was there watching him bleed.!
Watching him play in his own blood.!
Worried about her outfit.! She stood far from him.!
And made the world believe he died of an accident called love.!-
Alcohol running down my throat, Thinking How can I cure this guys Pain.?
He has so much in Him.!
While the smoke of cigarette accompanying it tells alcohol that., we are Not hear to cure anything we are here, just to make him escape his Pain.,
Give him some comfort and relief from the Gut wenching pain of reality.!-
I love someone so deep.!
My love is not about expensive gifts or going on a date with that person.!
My kind of love is.!
Being available for them when they are struggling in their life.!
My love is a lunch date with there closed ones.!
My love is getting sleepless nights when that person is struggling with small inconvenience.!
My love is something which is filled with emotions and efforts and genuine care.!
My love is to be there for them no matter what I’m going through in my life.!
My love is giving my 100% my body,my soul,my everything to that person.!
But the saddest part is.!
My kind of love is pure.,yet not fit for this generation.!-
I always loved unconditionally.!
All I got was.!
unconditional insecurities.,
unconditional why’s.?
Unconditional did I ask for ur love.,
Unconditional did I give u hope.,
Unconditional questions.,
Unconditional doubts on myself.,
Even on the days when I just wanted to be heard.! I always got life lessons.!
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Ppl can easily compare u for everything u do.!
Without realising the efforts.! Without realising the fact.! All they do is compare and just make a statement that you hurt them.!
Tell me about the person u compare.! Have u ever tried to be in that persons shoe.! Have u ever tried to know that persons feelings.! The intentions behind him talking.!
Be there know him.! U will know what that person is going through.!-