She believed a lot in God.
She thought they loved her.

But that shattered bit by bit when the days that are special to god turned out to be days she cried her eyes out.

Well it wasn't exactly the gods that made her cry.

But where were they? Why didn't they stop it if they loved her?

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Some parents either directly say NO....


Or they behave in a way forcing that NO out of the child's soul.

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The rope was getting tightened...

Pulled hard from both sides by the loved ones.....

Both wanted her in their side....

But no one realised that her breath was getting harder....

The rope was around her neck.

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From

"I don't have anyone to play or talk to"

To

"I don't want to see or talk to anyone"

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Sometimes living life is like watching a horrible movie.

May want to quit and go out in the middle, but continue watching, curious to see how bad it can get, or a slight hope that something good may happen by the end.

No guarantees!

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The worst part of being highly self aware is that, you can no longer blame anything or anyone other for your fuck ups!


You know how exactly you screwed up!

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One punished them with loud sounds....

The other punished them with silence...

And now they are haunted by both!

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Who said she never let a tear down?

She cried!

But she made sure to mask her cry with the cheers of the crowd.

Her tears?

It was always hidden by the rain.

Her scars?

Beautifully covered under a smile.

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Memories!

Memoirs of the Past?

Or

Light for the Future?

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One day I asked him,

"Have you ever felt like running
away from your home?"

"No", he said,
"But, I always wanted to come back
home. It felt safer here.''.

I couldn't help say
''Touchwood, you lucky human!''.

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