Have my own sister who would love/respect me unconditionally and would support me through thick and thin. A sister whom I would treat as my own friend.





I am an active astrologer and because I understand karmic patterns, I finally got my past life sister in my ketu Antardasha with the direct 1-7 transit connection of Ketu and Mercury.
I would not let her go empty handed in this life. It's a promise.

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Hey Shivji why do you smile?
You see boy... humans ask everything they can't achieve at the moment to derive happiness
Once they get the things from me...they forget the immense penance they did for that thing to be manifested
You see...materials are valuable yet hold no value
Everything burns and will burn into the realm of endless fire to turn into ashes...
Yet new desires are endless...

Hey Krishna why do you smile?
People seek strength, blessings and security from me...yet they don't know I am and will be standing by their side... always
People read Gita. Yet forget basic nuances of life and at the end again start cribbing on failures...

Hey Hanuman ji...why do you smile?
Hey kid...listen...this existence is Maya
Maya is time... Maya is space
The nectar is poison
Poison is truth
Life is not a story
Life isn't race
Don't compete. Stay slow.
Think. Sit. Focus. Achieve the real
The real is blank. Uncover your senses
Uncover your existence. Focus on your cause.

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Re-born

You see...I came back again (shamelessly)
Once more....
Yeah because I avoided you totally
Or (maybe) partially...
Sorry...this part of my memory is bit bleak
You see...god had erased my past memories and pain
(May be) for good
May be....
And one more thing
This time - I promise that I won't promise you anything
Coz you see I failed (on it) in my last birth
And got my Saturn & Mars in Aries Libra axis
I know it's bad
Very bad
But you see....this time I won't really promise you anything
Coz I had lost my truthfulness and courage in my previous birth
And yet again...I had to come
For a cause (maybe)
The last line in female ending of
Tu....meri zindagi hai is the main theme here
So please forgive me (if not forever once then for a second)...
Listen to my unearned wishes now
I know I owe you nothing
Yet again....
I had to take birth to settle this life bond between us....
Sorry isn't enough here
Rather sorry is not the answer!
But you see...I am...rry!!!

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Woebegone
I am sorry for leaving you....
You see...I landed in the way of Saturn
All alone...nobody to care for me now
No one to love...or be loved
I am sorry for leaving you...
You see...I am alone... walking by myself
In the way or Saturn
Fully restricted... metal thorns lying all over on my road to nowhere!
I know it's futile to hope for your return
But anyhow...I won't give up hope
Because if I give up
No one would be standing by the turn
To ask me my whereabouts...
I can't expect decency now...
For what I did to you...when you needed me the most

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Gabbar Singh of Sholay....


Believe me friend...
I don't want to see a sad ending!

You see...I would (atleast try) to change his mindset...to make families happy!

No fear. No deaths. Peace all around.
Atleast Gabbars' wife and Thakur Sahib's family would be saved!
(Deep sigh)...
But alas...but...alas!
Anyways....

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Enough talk for the day...coz it's late
Now it's time to return (home)...

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Believe me...
Saturn is crossing through Aquarius
And I am passing through my Sade Saati Peak phase

Yeah. It's jittery all around. Feeling like sudden ups and downs in my life is a daily routine now. Emotional weakness and outbursts are a plus like spicy added toppings to a baked pizza.
Pressure is full on. You see - this post isn't written to vote for negative emotions. It's a serious note for many - who don't know the true essence of astrology!
Yeah. Planets have powers. You may call them in-animate objects - but trust me dude....the pressure is on!

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I am not active. Being brainless - superslow - jumbled - not aligned.

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Traversed
2022 over
2023 is on
Tell me what would happen
If this year pauses
All of a sudden...
All of a sudden...
Out of nowhere
Like a black moon
Not a blue moon
Like it's written in books...
I don't know
I feel sleepy and more boring now
Yeah.
Just boring coz it's another year
Nothing new.
Saturn Transit to Aquarius is new tho
Coz he's slow...
Yeah. In this case it's significant
Anyways. Let's see and not hope
No anything. Just nothing.

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Frazzled
Know what friend?
For a person...a partner may be waiting eagerly (unknowingly unknown though)...
A familiar karma may be 50-100 lifetimes ago...
May be 50-100 lifetimes ago...
Yet you see, souls don't die.
It's only the bodies that forget the known touch!
Hey buddy...it's just a matter of fact
If not introspection!
No... please don't gawk on this thought of mine!
It's only an initiation of a heart searching meditation my friend...
You see...souls also are succeptible
Succeptible to amnesia
Memories long gone are inflexible
Souls being easy prey of an unkind disfavor
Towards a fomented chain of births and rebirths
Like a pendulum of undying agony and malcontent...

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