How do I let go,
when hers was the first hand I ever longed to hold?

How do I move on,
when every face I meet is just a shadow,
a reminder that none could ever be what she was to me?

How do I forget,
when half my happiest memories
wear her smile like moonlight,
and every place I loved still whispers her name?

How do I calm my ache,
when she calls and speaks like nothing has changed,
while I sit in silence,
bleeding at the thought that she’s made peace
with the space between us?

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Thoughts creep deep into my mind
reminding how this soul was let lost behind
wandering around to find its lost path
Only to find out tat she was walking on
that old shattered glass all along
bandaging her wounds day by day
thinking that she has healed this time
Staring back did she find her footprints in blood
little did she know that this pain is gonna follow her
till death

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Everything that is made in this world
is made to be broken at a point
but then few rumble like a thunder
while the rest shatter in silence

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left with none!!
neither a shoulder to cry on
Nor a hand to hold tight
To all the pain I suffer i suffer alone
Hanging on the thread Between life and death

Wouldn’t say tat I’m suicidal
bt if death is the point where all my struggles stops
I would gladly accept it with a smile on my face
and peace on my mind

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with the sky spreading vast above
admiring the beauty of sunset & darkness
there laid u right beside me
talking about the future
that we don’t behold

with the sparkle of the stars highlighting ur smile
u painted my soul with shades of ur love

with those memories on loop
remembering the days whn
even ur silence
embraced my happiness
now all tat i regret is nt having it photographed


little did i realise how much i’ve let u in my heart and indeed u were tat
LOVE OF MINE

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I let my eyes wander
deep into the souls
of the unknown— % &

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I can picture you with her
Standing next to the ashes of
Our burnt poroloid— % &

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I wish one day
the place I'll be in
Will worth everything
I've lost — % &

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It ain't the memories
but the love that's
holding me back — % &

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The chapter 'LOVE' in my book has ended with you— % &

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