For them you may be crazy
For you they may be weird
But what matters is you being happy

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What we are is a myth
What they tell we are is a lie
What we want to be is a mystery
Who we actually are is a tradegy

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We were once so close centuries ago
Now it feels were lonely on this shore
The time we spend only told me how much you cared
Cause it was supposed to be sweet and friendly but now it's rotten and ugly
Our conversation took a wrong road and now were struggling on this boat
I denied hundred times about your place in my life
But now it seems you were someone special and I never cared
The scares won't heal the mind won't resist to think of you
Cause I wanted you to be mine, but it was impossible
My expectations failed and now I am playing a lost game
Because your not part of it and it seems to be hurting here
So much so I can't express it bleeds everytime I see
Your good morning was my beginning now it's seems to be the ending
The heart disappeared so did the love
But the rainbow still seems to rise everytime
I know it will fade some day and you may forget
Let me tell you,
You were my first attraction that lasted more than a month, it seems empty ever since you left
It's all a disaster because I disregarded you attention, may be I have to deal with this infatuation
Cause im in a great confusion was this love, can the wounds ever heal again??

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Just be a silent shadow
Don't be the rain
Just be a fairy
Don't play bad games
Just be my motivation
Don't be an attraction
Just speak words
Don't need an essay
Just be a friend
Don't hold emotions
Just be sweet
Don't be my need
Just because I give you my time
Don't think I am in love.

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Attachments are dangerous
They are like this pulling force of attraction a devastation
It seems like it's stronger than your will power to give up and you still try to run away not accepting the loss
As it pulls you closure, you run further away and believe your free, but in reality your gonna be sucked for eternity
Cause you only run away cause you were a prey
Denial is only for a while, cause when attraction happens you can never win the race
I have accepted the fact that this attachment is stronger than my believe cause
I am attracted to you like a magnet and you to me like a fevi stick
Is this all fake or just infatuation only time will tell
Till then let's keep playing as long as feeling are at bay

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If only my world gave me the freedom to be what my mind had perceived
If only I had the power to become what my heart had designed
If only my guts we're stronger than my doubts and my imagination wider than the storm
If only I was my support system and not the world
If I would take up my challenges and turn them into opportunities
If I had not given a ear to their misogynistic thoughts
If only I could rule my world and not share the power
If only they never mattered but only my heart
But thank god I have the power to dream cause no one has the authority to shun them or alter my neurons
So my dreams are my secrets that no one can predict cause I don't make it obvious to be called a fool

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Being hypocrite is actually better than being real cause these days
They win Oscars and we stand in awe

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Nothing stays forever
Only few memories of laughter
Tears of good byes
And friends who make bad days worst🤣🤣

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It's unfortunate that nothing really satisfies us
The money you own
The car you drive
The degree you attained
They bungalows you dwell in
The technology you crave after
The richest still strive for the best the poor for the better but the better will one day fight for the best
So satisfy yourself only with love and compassion it doesn't come easy to many

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There are no boundaries to achievement also those created by you

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