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In search of myself,
Joined 3 October 2019


In search of myself,
Joined 3 October 2019
7 JUL AT 20:23

āĻĄāĻžāĻ¸ā§āϟ āĻŦāĻŋāύ
āĻĒā§āϰ⧇āĻŽā§‡āϰ āĻĒāϞ⧇āĻ¸ā§āϤāĻžāϰāĻž āĻ–āϏ⧇ āϗ⧇āϞ⧇,āϭ⧇āϏ⧇ āĻ“āϠ⧇ āĻ…āϏāĻšā§āϝ āϞ⧋āĻšāĻžāϰ āĻ—āϰāĻžāĻĻāĨ¤ āϏāĻŽā§āĻĒāĻ°ā§āĻ• āϤāĻ–āύ āϚ⧁āύ āĻŦāĻžāϞāĻŋ āϏ⧁āϰāĻ•āĻŋāĨ¤āϟāĻžāϟāĻžāύāĻ—āϰ āĻĨ⧇āϕ⧇ āϤ⧁āĻ°ā§āĻ•āĻŋ,āĻāĻ•āĻ˜ā§‡āĻŽāĻŋāϰ āϏ⧁āϰāĨ¤
āφāϚāĻŽāĻ•āĻž āϕ⧋āύ⧋āĻĻāĻŋāύ āφāĻŦāĻžāϰ āĻĒāĻžāύ⧇āϰ āĻĻā§‹āĻ•āĻžāύ⧇ āϞāϤāĻžāϜāĻŋāϰ "āύ⧟āύ⧋ āĻŽā§‡ āĻŦāĻĻā§āϰāĻž āĻ›āĻžā§Ÿā§‡,"
āĻŽāĻžāĻ¸ā§āĻ•āĻžāϰāĻž āĻšā§‹āϖ⧇āϰ āĻŽāĻžāϤāĻžāϞ āύ⧇āĻļāĻžā§Ÿ,āĻāĻ• āĻĒāĻļāϞāĻž āϕ⧇āϰāĻžāύāĻŋ-āϭ⧇āϜāĻžāύ⧋ āĻŦ⧃āĻˇā§āϟāĻŋ āĻ•āĻŋ āϝ⧁āĻā§‡ āύ⧇āĻŦ⧇ āύāĻž āĻĒā§āϰ⧇āĻŽāĻŋāĻ• āĻŽāύ?āϝāĻĻāĻŋ āĻ¨ā§‡ā§Ÿ āφāĻŦāĻžāϰ āĻ…āĻ™ā§āϕ⧁āϰ⧋āĻĻā§āĻ—āĻŽāĨ¤
āĻĢāĻžāϟāϞ āĻ•āĻžāρāĻĒāĻžāύ⧋ āύāϤ⧁āύ āϚāĻžāϰāĻž āĻāĻŦāĻžāϰ āĻŦ⧁āύāĻŦ⧇ āĻļāĻšāϰ,āĻ…āĻˇā§āϟ āĻĒā§āϰāĻšāϰāĨ¤āύāϤ⧁āύ āĻĒā§āϰ⧇āĻŽā§‡āϰ āĻ—ā§āϰāĻžāϏ⧇ āĻ—ā§āϰāĻžāϏ⧇ āϧāĻžāύ⧀ āϞāĻ™ā§āĻ•āĻžāϰ āĻŦāĻŋāώ āĻĒ⧁⧜āĻŋā§Ÿā§‡ āϝāĻžāĻŦ⧇ āĻ­āĻžāϤ-āĻŽāĻ™ā§āĻ—āϞāĨ¤āϤāĻžāĻ“ āύāϤ⧁āύ āϚāĻžāϞ⧇āϰ āĻĢ⧇āύāĻžāĻ­āĻžāϤ⧇āϰ āĻšāĻžāĻšāĻžāĻ•āĻžāϰ āϚāĻŋāϰāĻ•āĻžāϞ⧇āϰāĨ¤āϏāĻšāϜāϞāĻ­ā§āϝ āφāϰ āĻŦāĻžāϏāĻŋ āϝāĻž āĻ•āĻŋāϛ⧁ āĻāρāĻŸā§‹āĻ•āĻžāϟāĻžāϰ āĻŽāϤ⧋ āĻœā§œā§‹ āĻšāĻŦ⧇ āĻŽāĻŋāωāύāĻŋāϏāĻŋāĻĒāĻžāϞāĻŋāϟāĻŋāϰ āĻĄāĻžāĻ¸ā§āϟāĻŦāĻŋāĻ¨ā§‡đŸāĻĒ⧌āώāĻžāϞāĻŋ āĻŽā§ˆāĻ¤ā§āϰ āĻ…āϞāĻŋ

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2 JUL AT 16:55

Me
I know that my time is over
Now I stand between
the zenith and nadir
I do not look back for
what I am now
And I do not look forward
to welcome what I would be
I am totally me...All absorbed.
All that remains....
is noise to me,
that drifts away slowly,
Like the effects of anaesthesia, setting in fully🍁Poushali Maitra āĻ…āϞāĻŋ

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MEANING
Wanderer,If you ever,knock at my door,While I am busy caressing the
Wild water lilies in my mind
I shall not ask,If you have been deserted by your love,I shall not ask whether,The grief of death broke you to dust.I shall not ask whether you have failed your bread
Or lost your road just for the sake of losing.There shall not be any enquiry of the storm you carry,
I shall just look into the eye of the storm inside you
I shall lend you meaning
For the timebeing,I shall hire you to tend to the water lilies,in my mind
Neither shall I ask you to look forward nor behind.
I shall ask you to lean on to the fragrance
I would ask you to, live the moment.And while you rest on my soulful-porch in a sun-dappled noon,
I’ll wear my old apron,with pastel acrylic paint and hum a tune.
We’ll not speak of time, nor of scars that stay
We shall breathe meaning,
and let sorrow drift
quietly away🍁Poushali Maitra( oli)

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------āĻŽāĻž,āφāϏāĻŋ----
āĻāĻŦāĻžāϰ āĻšāĻžāρāϟāϤ⧇ āϝāĻžāĻŦā§‹ āĻŦ⧇āĻšāĻŋāϏ⧇āĻŦāĻŋ āĻĒāĻĨ,
āĻ…āϤāĻŋāĻ•ā§āϰāĻžāĻ¨ā§āϤ āĻ•āϰāĻŦā§‹ āĻœā§‡āĻĻāĻŋ āϧ⧁āϞ⧋,
āĻĒāĻžāĻ°ā§āĻĨāĻŋāĻŦ āĻ–āĻžāύāĻžāĻ–āĻ¨ā§āĻĻ,āĻ…āĻŦāĻžāĻžā§āĻ›āĻŋāϤ āĻ–ā§‹āϞāĻžāĻŽāϕ⧁āϚāĻŋāĨ¤
āϝāĻžāĻ“ā§ŸāĻžāϰ āφāϗ⧇=
āύ⧈āĻ‹āϤ⧇ āϜ⧁āĻ—āĻŋā§Ÿā§‡ āϰāĻžāĻ–āĻž āφāϏāĻ•ā§āϤāĻŋ
āĻŽā§‡āϖ⧇ āύāĻŋā§Ÿā§‡ āĻļ⧇āώ āĻŦāĻžāϰ⧇āϰ āĻŽāϤ⧋
āĻĒ⧇āĻ›āύ āĻĢāĻŋāϰ⧇ āĻŦāϞāĻŦ, "āĻŽāĻž āφāϏāĻŋāĨ¤"
āϐāĻļāϰāĻŋāĻ• āĻ—āĻ¨ā§āϤāĻŦā§āϝ āĻĒ⧌āρāĻ›āĻŦāĻžāϰ āφāϗ⧇
āϭ⧇āϙ⧇ āϚ⧁āϰ⧇ āĻ•ā§āώāϤ āĻŦāĻŋāĻ•ā§āώāϤ āĻšāϤ⧇āχ āĻšā§ŸāĨ¤
āϝāϤāχ āĻŦā§‹āĻāĻžāĻ“, āφāĻŽāĻŋ āϜāĻžāύāĻŋ,
āϝ⧇ āϏ⧟ āϤāĻžāϕ⧇āĻ“ āĻāĻ•āĻĻāĻŋāύ
āϚāϞ⧇ āϝ⧇āϤ⧇ āĻšā§ŸđŸāĻĒ⧌āώāĻžāϞāĻŋ āĻŽā§ˆāĻ¤ā§āϰ āĻ…āϞāĻŋ

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30 JUN AT 22:35

⤖āĨ‹ā¤œ
⤤āĨā¤āĨ‡ ā¤ĸāĨ‚⤁ā¤ĸā¤ŧ⤤āĨ‡-ā¤ĸāĨ‚⤁ā¤ĸā¤ŧ⤤āĨ‡
ā¤ŽāĨˆā¤‚ ⤚⤞⤤āĨ€ ā¤—ā¤ˆ, ā¤ŽāĨ‡ā¤°āĨ‡ ā¤šāĨ€ ⤅⤂ā¤Ļ⤰āĨ¤
⤕⤭āĨ€ ⤖ā¤ŧāĨā¤ĩā¤žā¤Ŧ ā¤˛ā¤—ā¤ž ⤤āĨ‚, ⤕⤭āĨ€ ā¤¸ā¤Žā¤‚ā¤Ļ⤰āĨ¤
⤜⤜ā¤ŧāĨā¤Ŧā¤ž ā¤Ŧā¤ŋ⤖⤰ ā¤—ā¤¯ā¤ž,
⤅ā¤Ŧ ā¤Ŧ⤏ ⤤āĨ‡ā¤°āĨ‡ ā¤¨ā¤žā¤Ž ⤕āĨ‡ ā¤ŽāĨ‹ā¤¤āĨ€ ā¤Ēā¤ŋ⤰āĨ‹ā¤¤āĨ€ ā¤šāĨ‚⤁āĨ¤

ā¤ļā¤žā¤Ž ā¤†ā¤ ⤤āĨ‹,
⤭āĨ‚ā¤˛ā¤ž ā¤šāĨā¤† ⤞āĨŒā¤Ÿā¤•⤰ ā¤†ā¤ā¤—ā¤ž ā¤šāĨ€āĨ¤
⤏ā¤ĩā¤žā¤˛ ⤝āĨ‡ ā¤šāĨˆ,
⤤āĨ‚ ā¤ŽāĨā¤ ⤤⤕ ā¤†ā¤ā¤—ā¤ž,
ā¤¯ā¤ž ā¤ŽāĨˆā¤‚â€Ļ ⤖ā¤ŧāĨā¤Ļ ⤤⤕?🍁Poushali Maitra (oli)

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30 JUN AT 18:04

=āĻ…āĻ—ā§āύāĻŋ-āĻ•āĻ¨ā§āϝāĻž=
āĻ—ā§‹āϧ⧂āϞāĻŋ āĻŽā§‡āϖ⧇ āύāĻŋā§Ÿā§‡ āύāĻŋāĻŸā§‹āϞ āĻ—āĻžāϞ⧇,
āĻ…āĻĒ⧇āĻ•ā§āώāĻžā§Ÿ āφāĻ•āĻžāĻļ, āύ⧁āĻĒ⧁āϰ⧇āϰ āϤāĻžāϞ⧇,
āϕ⧁āĻĒāĻŋ āĻšāĻžāϤ⧇, āĻ–āĻŋāĻĻ⧇ āĻĒ⧇āĻŸā§‡,āϝ⧁āĻŦāϤ⧀ āφāϗ⧁āύ
āĻšāĻžāĻŦāĻžāĻ—ā§‹āĻŦāĻž āϛ⧇āϞ⧇ āφāĻŽāĻŋ,āϏ⧇ āϚāĻžāχāϞ⧋ āĻĢāĻžāϗ⧁āύ
āφāĻŽāĻŋ āĻŦāϞāĻŋ āϛ⧁āρāϤ⧇ āύ⧇āχ, āĻšāĻžāϤ āĻŦ⧇āρāϧ⧇ āĻĻāĻžāĻ“
āϚāĻŋāĻā§œā§‡ āĻ­āĻžāϜāĻž āφāϛ⧇ āĻŦā§āϝāĻžāϗ⧇,āϤāĻžāχ āĻĻ⧁āϟāĻŋ āĻ–āĻžāĻ“
āϚ⧁āĻā§Ÿā§‡ āϚ⧁āĻā§Ÿā§‡ āĻĸ⧁āĻ•āĻŋ āφāĻŽāĻŋ āϤāĻžāϰ āϧāϏ āύāĻžāĻŽāĻž āĻŽāύ⧇
āĻĢā§āϝāĻžāϞ āĻĢā§āϝāĻžāϞ āĻšā§‹āĻ– āĻĻ⧁āĻŸā§‹ āϭ⧇āĻœā§‡ āϏ⧇āχ āĻ•ā§āώāύ⧇āĨ¤đŸāĻĒ⧌āώāĻžāϞāĻŋ āĻŽā§ˆāĻ¤ā§āϰ (āĻ…āϞāĻŋ

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28 JUN AT 11:10

āĻ­āĻžāĻ™ā§āĻ—āύ
āĻŦ⧁āϕ⧇āϰ āĻŽāĻžāύāϚāĻŋāĻ¤ā§āϰ āĻĨ⧇āϕ⧇
āĻ­āĻžāϞ⧋āĻŦāĻžāϏāĻžāϰ āĻŽāĻžāύ⧁āώ āϏāϰ⧇ āϗ⧇āϞ⧇,
āĻāĻ•āϟāĻž āĻĻ⧇āĻļ āωāϧāĻžāĻ“ āĻšāĻ“ā§ŸāĻžāϰ
āĻ•ā§āώāϤ āĻ°ā§Ÿā§‡ āϝāĻžā§ŸāĨ¤
āϜāύāĻŦāĻšā§āϞ āĻ¸ā§āĻŽā§ƒāϤāĻŋ,
āϜāĻžāĻ¤ā§€ā§Ÿ āĻĒāϤāĻžāĻ•āĻžāϰ āϤāϞāĻžā§Ÿ,
āύāĻŋāϰāĻžāĻļā§āĻ°ā§Ÿā§‡ āϤāĻŋāϰ āϤāĻŋāϰ āĻ•āĻžāρāĻĒ⧇āĨ¤
āφāĻŽāϰāĻž āϤāĻžāĻ“ āĻĻā§‚āϰ⧇ āϏāϰ⧇ āϝāĻžāχ,
āϤāĻŦ⧇ āĻ¸ā§āĻŦ⧈āϰāĻžāϚāĻžāϰ āύāĻŋāĻĒāĻžāϤ āϗ⧇āϞ⧇,
āĻ—āĻŖāϤāĻ¨ā§āĻ¤ā§āϰ āφāĻ¸ā§‡đŸāĻĒ⧌āώāĻžāϞāĻŋ āĻŽā§ˆāĻ¤ā§āϰ āĻ…āϞāĻŋ

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25 JUN AT 21:37

Trauma Bond or love??
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Some people feel like drugs. Theres an instant high when you meet them.You feel energetic, spirited and elated when they are near whereas low and devastated when they are gone.This is not love but the begining of a toxic dynamic.🍁Poushali āĻ…āϞāĻŋ

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23 JUN AT 9:06

===āĻ…āĻŽā§āĻŦ⧁āĻŦāĻžāĻšā§€===
āĻĒ⧌āώāĻžāϞāĻŋ āĻŽā§ˆāĻ¤ā§āϰ (āĻ…āϞāĻŋ)

āĻ•āĻžāϞ āϭ⧈āϰāĻŦ āϰāĻ•ā§āώāĻž āĻĻā§āĻŦāĻžāϰ⧇,
āφāĻŽāĻŋ āĻ•āĻŦāĻŋāϤāĻž-āϝ⧋āϗ⧇ āĻŦ⧁āρāĻĻ,
āĻ—āĻ°ā§āĻ­āĻ—ā§ƒāĻšā§‡ āĻ•āĻŦāĻŋāϤāĻžāϜ-āφāϕ⧁āϞāϤāĻž,
āφāĻŽāĻžāϰ āĻšā§‹āĻŽāĻ•ā§āώ⧇āĻ¤ā§āϰ āĻœā§ā§œā§‡
āĻ†ā§œāĻžāϞāĻŋ āĻ…āĻ•ā§āώāϰ⧇āϰ āĻŦāĻŋāώāĻ•ā§āϰāĻŋ⧟āĻž,
āĻŦāĻ°ā§āĻŖ-āĻĒāϰāĻŋāϚ⧟ āĻĨ⧇āϕ⧇ āĻŦāĻ°ā§āĻŖ-āφāĻ¤ā§āĻŽā§€ā§ŸāϤāĻž,
āĻŦāĻŋāĻ¸ā§āϤ⧀āĻ°ā§āĻŖ āĻĒā§āϰāĻžāĻ¨ā§āϤāϰ⧇ āφāĻŽāĻžāĻĻ⧇āϰ āĻŽāĻŋāĻšāĻŋ āĻšāĻžāρāϟāĻžāϚāϞāĻž,
āĻ“āĻˇā§āϟāĻĻā§āĻŦā§Ÿā§‡ āϛ⧁āĻā§Ÿā§‡ āϛ⧁āĻā§Ÿā§‡ āĻĻ⧇āĻ–āĻŋ
āĻ…āĻ•ā§āώāϰ āĻĒā§āϰāĻžāĻ¨ā§āϤ⧇āϰ āĻšā§‹āĻŽāĻžāĻ—ā§āύāĻŋāĨ¤
āύāĻžāĻ­āĻŋ āĻŽā§āϞ⧇ āĻ…āĻ•ā§āώāϰ āϏāĻžāϜāĻžāχ,
āύāĻŋāώāĻŋāĻĻā§āϧ āĻ•āϰāĻŋ āĻ…āĻŽā§āĻŦ⧁āĻŦāĻžāĻšā§€,
āĻŽāĻ–āĻŽāϞāĻŋ āύ⧇āĻļāĻžā§Ÿ ,āĻļ⧁āώ⧇ āĻļ⧁āώ⧇ āĻ¨ā§‡ā§Ÿ
āĻœā§‡āĻšāĻžāĻĻāĻŋ āĻ…āĻ•ā§āώāϰ,
āύāĻžāĻ¨ā§āĻĻāύāĻŋāĻ• āĻ›āĻ¨ā§āĻĻāĻĒāϤāĻ¨đŸāĻĒ⧌āώāĻžāϞāĻŋ āĻŽā§ˆāĻ¤ā§āϰ āĻ…āϞāĻŋ




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22 JUN AT 13:49

I choose to go through
the ring of fire and
I assure you to
come out golden
@oli

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