Things would have been easier,
Hadn't you broken the mirror
I saw myself in.

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Things would have been easier
Hadn't I carressed the
Wounds of your venomous
Love bites and cold touches.

Hadn't I let you dwell deeper
in me beyond skin,
Towards the Soul.
Hadn't I allowed you to
own every bit of me,
To make love
to every bit of me,
Hadn't I still craved for
those moments when Shivers
ran down my Spines.
The feelings that gushed within,
At the Sight of you,
At the hold of you.
Hadn't I Capitulated
to the love of you.

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Things would have been easier
Had I gazed in those eyes
unveiling the mask
of love you wore
Had I bloomed alone
Had I been the love of my life..

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Things would have been easier
Hadn't the game of
Intensity Scampered,
Hadn't I loved you
with such Intensity
& hadn't you crushed me
with the same intensity.
Hadn't the Intensity of pain
Be brought down to the
Intensity of words.

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Things would have been easier
Hadn't I gave you a shelter
in Me, loosing my home.
Hadn't I swallowed your tears
& rolled them from Mine.
Hadn't I let you leave me
with scars so ugly.
Hadn't I loved you with
all my Might.
Hadn't I named My Skin
& Soul to you.

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Things would have been easier
Hadn't you abandoned me
devoid of my Love,
Painting A gloomy Scar,
deeper than skin.
Pernicious lies,
tormenting Within.
Intoxicating feelings,
awaiting burial.
Deceitful touches,
Teary eyes & Shattered heart
enduring Darkness to the soul.

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Things would have been easier,
Hadn't my wounded heart
kept you alive in the broken
Myriad of Poems.

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Things would have been easier,
Hadn't I fallen for you the way I did.

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