Anxiety and the fear
Makes it more fresh
But I won't drown in pain
My eyes still bleeds
But I won't cry
For, I still believe
You can make
Your own happiness
My wounds are still fresh
As fresh as the
Dew drops on the leaf
But it pains less now
The fresh wound Hurts
More than a broken bone
But I believe, You
Can kiss it And
Make the wound sweeter

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🖤

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I never wrote poems
In my diary,
If I wrote
I tored into
many pieces
And buried
Just like the feelings
Cause am afraid and
Don't want anyone
To know
What I feel inside

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I know Iam little less talkative
And extra little moody
But that's not a problem
Cause Iam wholly mine!
Some are the things
That are hard to define,
People misunderstand
Even the closest one
Cause I am deadpan

I don't fit into the words
Just like my poetry
Sometimes I am empty
Just like the words in my poetry
But I love them!
I protect, water my peace
I suppress the seeds of wishes within me,
I know iam WEIRD, a NERD
But that's okay
Because I am wholly mine

Sometimes Iam dark like my poetry
But no one really is as dark as they say
Sometimes Iam annoying,
Cause Iam not stable
I know I face social anxiety
I don't call someone my friend
Untill I start loving them
But there's nothing I wouldn't do For .🤍

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I know my people are occupied
As they are Jammed
Somewhere I can't reach
To untangle them, yet being tangled
I believe in
"Think before you speak, do anything"
But again that eats me
In the name of over thinking
Ending up being an insomniac
And my heart says;Just one more time
To gift myself endless cries
Endless tears falling down the cheeks
For that I couldn't help myself
And so I start falling down
Just like these tears
That vanishes after falling down

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These roads are emptier
Without you Just like my soul
That you love, maybe not
But Do you really know
Whom I have come back for?
Everything seems blur,
Even the glittery sky!
Even my poetry is
Fragmentary evidence
Do you really know
Whom I have come back for?

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Remember until when you will be the soul holding on the things? Come out of it for your own self. "DO IT NOW"

Remember You ain't alone. Cause your soul is going to survive with your body but not any other person. What else can you expect more good than this?

Love and appreciate yourself.
You're all you have❤️

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And In the light of my own shadow
Hainds stained with blood and guilt
Smeared across my face
I've been made up of pile of errors
I've been fighting with too many thoughts
I've been falling in the darkness
I've been strong outside; But
I've been collapsing on the floor every night
I've been fed up with the things
But still I'm here; not letting go
I can't sleep at night, so am just scribbling
On the Crumpled paper
But If I sleep, I wish to sleep for so long
That there would be no morning
Because I've been killing my people
But I check my promises; yet to be fulfilled
I check the distance I've to run to cover it
But I've been surviving
I've been surviving

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They said ain't anyone's first choice,
Ain't anyone's favourite
People may tell me
I mean alot to them
But I know there's something
They'll choose over me
I don't wanna bother people
With meaningless problems
And Unliked poetry
They don't need to hear
I changed but I learned! — % &

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Cold emotions
Frozen feelings
The past trauma
Wet crumpled papers
Soaked in blood
Revealed story of an
Emotional detachment

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