जिनकी आंखें आंसू से नम नहीं क्या
समझते हो उसे कोई गम नहीं,
तुम तड़प कर रो दिये तो क्या हुआ
गम छुपा के हंसने वाले भी इस दुनिया मे कम नहीं…!!

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(PART 6)

(Those lights in my room started screaming and fighting against the darkness. They were covering their awful desires with love and caring.)

My mother-in-law was yelling at me because I got up late in the morning. "How can somebody be so unlucky?".
"Since you stepped into the house, the happiness was collapsed, a good smooth life has turned into hell".

By hearing all these poisonous words again and again, my heart started aching, and finally I opened my mouth for the first time.
"Just because the daughter-in-law listens to you doesn't mean you will give her your piece of mind anytime anywhere".
My husband was right there, he then said angrily "what the hell did you say?, What did you say? Huh", and saying this he slapped me again.
"You don't have the right to say anything. Your parents haven't given you great things and money in our marriage, except just two pairs of dress, so just shut your mouth".
Meanwhile Natasha come out from her room and started yelling,

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(PART 8)
Finally we reached Delhi. The city was full of dust but still beautiful.We went to the hotel and after that we had our breakfast. My husband said to me "let's go for shopping, you love shopping right?" I wondered why my husband was polite to me all of a sudden. Then i said "ok". While standing outside a jewellery shop, a man came towards us and by looking him my husband said "oh hello! how are you, I am glad to see you here. Umm this is my wife Noorie". He looked at me in a very peculiar way, I felt little awkward, I said "hello, nice to meet you". I don't know who he was. My husband said him "ok I'll call you, bye", then the man leaves from there. Because of my growing curiosity, I asked my husband " who is he?" , "Oh! He is umm one of my friend", he refuses to tell me who's that guy. Then we came to the hotel, after that we did not go for any outing as we were tired and my husband asked to take rest. On the same night I got to know something atrocious, it was sharp 1:30 am and I heard my husband talking to someone

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PART 2
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(After two years of relationship)


I am feeling blessed today finally i became his wife officially. Everyone was happy, my parents, his parents. Oh god thanks to you thousand times.
(after one month of marriage)
It was Sunday morning, I was packing my bags to went to my mom's house for spending time with them after so long. And I am really happy that my aunt (father's sister), yeah! Yeah! You are right my aunt is my mother-in-law , she happily allows me to go. " My dear husband will you please drop me to my mom's house". "Eh! Sure I will, but darling please come soon, as you know I can't live a single day without you". "Don't worry sweetheart, I am going to be apart from you just for few days afterall my destiny was already signed to collaborate with yours"...

(To be continued)......

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(PART 5)

I woke up today by six in the morning and everyone was sleeping. I watered the plants in our garden and then took a bath. When I looked up towards the clock it was sharp eight, so I thought to make the breakfast.
At the same time everyone started getting up one by one, so I prepared tea first, because everyone wants it at the beginning of their meal. I served the breakfast to all except Natasha, as she was sleeping. She woke up at 11am and started murmuring in the hall " where is my tea?", " How can someone be so careless" , huh! "Nothing can be done".
I was in a hurry to prepare food for lunch at that time and accidentally the cup fell down from my hand, and broken into pieces.
Meanwhile my mother-in-law entered into the kitchen, she said furiously "your ancestors did not buy for us that you're breaking". Tears rolled down from my eyes and my heart was aching but still I did not spoke a word.

Yes my fate wrapped me in an ugly dress called "domestic violence". But this is not the end of the story some more ugly faces are yet to be revealed...

(To be continued)...

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(PART 4)

After nine months of religious enthusiasm,hormonal imbalance and mood swings, today I felt we are blessed with the mercy of God.
"Congratulations! You gave birth to a girl".
I heard her voice, she was crying and tears rolled down from my eyes. Thankfully she was healthy (approximately 2.8kg) and as soft as cotton. Her purity was reflecting on her face.
Thousands of days and nights were passed and Sarah grew up to a one year kid, she started talking incomplete words, which were so cute.
Today when I was teaching the childrens, my husband entered into the hall and said "Noorie I need a cup of tea", I said "I am teaching right now dear, please tell Natasha(my sister-in-law) to make for you". He then aggressively said "I want tea right now, can't you hear that?".
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(PART 1)
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(I did not realise that when and how the bright sunny weather of my life turns into dark, cloudy and awful weather.)


"I love you till my last breath. I am incomplete without you, I cannot compromise you with any women in the world. Half of my heart was beating inside you. Oh my beloved will you marry me?"
Suddenly I feel like the whole world was in support with us and an electric impulse transmitting through my neurons, furiously reached into my heart and then it was started beating rapidly, like a bird wanted to break the cage and desparately wanted to fly high.

I said "yes" and tears came out from my eyes...

(To be continued)

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(PART 7)

(1 week later)
Those taunts have started invading my veins, and they were tearing it without any hesitation.
(Conversation between Noorie and her husband)
Noorie: "didn't you tell me how much you love me? You said that you can not compromise me with any woman in the world. So was that all a lie?"
"You know what, you are behaving like a dictator and I am not your object that you controlled me according to your wish".

Her husband: "now days I am observing, you have started arguing alot".
"What have you given me till date Han? , you couldn't get a penny from your father's house".
Then he leave the room and went for his work.

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(PART 3)
[I RETURNED AFTER 2 WEEKS]

While preparing morning tea, I heard that my in-laws discussing something, but the voices were not clear. But something I heard that that was about my mom's family. I completely ignored that conversation as I couldn't able to hear properly. I served tea to my in-laws and to my husband too. And the whole day ended with delicious meals. Finally when I was going to bed, I asked my husband "I want to complete my further education and want to teach childrens as well". My husband looked at me and I felt a rage in his eyes, after about two minutes of silence he said "I am sleepy, we will talk about it tomorrow". After that I didn't said anything and fall asleep. The next morning I heard from kitchen,

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