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Hypophrenia:

I got up to talk
but forgot the art of weaving words
I picked up a pencil
but my hands denied to write.

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No, There's nothing new.
But sometimes I feel so empty.
Not because I want someone but I just really do... I don't know why.
I feel drained... Physically, mentally and emotionally n it happened automatically with time.
There was a time when I used to have great thoughts about everything... Love, friendship, relations... Everything used to have great place in my life.
There was a time when imagining situations while listening to sad music n making myself sad n cry out the pain was normal for me.
But now everything has changed.
I don't even have anything to cry for.
My mood changes drastically.
I'm just living... Knowing that I'm dying inside a little everyday.
Though, I don't have much friends.
I'm not good at finding or making new friends.
I don't talk to much people either.
But I've everything a person needs...
A home, family, few friends...
But still, I wanna live a life.
I just wanna go far... far away from these worries... All alone...
Who knows, if that loneliness could kill the loneliness lying within me.

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