How many nights did you loose sleep dreaming with open eyes?
How many cold nights did you loose to drink, trying hard to lessen the pain in that chest of yours?
How many times did you sleep with someone just to feel their touch as mine and to feel that spark, those goosebumps and the shiver down your spine?
How many classes did you day dream about us.. of how we would have been?
How many drugs did you try to numb yourself from that feeling of being lost?
How many times did you actually thought that it's better to just die?
You know i would have asked, but it was you who shut me out.