शादी कर लूँगा अगर झेल पाओ मुझे
शादी कर लूँगा अगर झेल पाऊँ तुझे

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I text. You don't reply. I feel restless. I decide never to text you again.

Two days later, you text. Normally. As if my previous message never reached you. As if those blue "read" tick marks occurred in my dreams. We have started chatting. I'm happy now. I ask about things I thought I'd ask when we meet next. You are typing. You stop typing. Message hasn't arrived. You are online. Message doesn't arrive.

Two days pass. I text, after a lot of lingering. You see but not reply. I feel restless. I decide never to text you again.

Two days later, you text. Normally. As if...

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It was difficult for her
It was difficult for her to breath
Tears couldn't erase her pain
She had Nobody to support her ,
Nobody to stand by her
She thought she was a fairy
She realised she was a witch cursed to fail
She lost

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I am not happy.
It's been so many years now.
I find him
He adds to malady.

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Because I've not yet learned how to stop
in this heat, in the season of summer
in May's lap, its overwhelming opulence
in its overt grandeur of shimmers
the draft of past knives touches me
cold, it recites and ignites
and labels my body blue
and mocks my feeble hands
to demand what I hold so tight
I'm with hunger and no appetite
I'm a hunter in a deerless dawn
extending my gray bones
between the wooden arms of a forest
that may or may not recede
as deceitful as May's scalding cheeks
I'm where I was a gem in your ring,
or the pink left on a calf caught
in the trap of a tight sock
longing for a touch of clean breath
dying at the end of a cold metal muzzle
of a hapless May

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So, last night I came across this picture of a cute hijabi. Her face felt familiar, so I asked if she was a writer on YQ. Turns out she was in my batch back in dissection classes. Joke's on me, we were in same campus last night.
Right now I'm half way through digging a burrow, where I'll be hiding for the next 43 weeks. Here to say, I love you guys.

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It's so bad that even though I have stomach flu, like literally have stomach ache and diarrhea,
I am asked to do gargles.

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Last time I got terrified while watching a horror movie, it was the first scene of The Conjuring 2.

The "horror" was the movie was dubbed in Hindi.

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Me : I love my family..

Also me : Kese Gharwale mile hain yrrr !!

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I don't feel love, I don't feel loved, I just feel desperate

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