If the thoughts are like a blank slate , persons thoughts are submerged in lassitude and the society is not allowing to fill the slate with colors.Then One will be ennuied. Sometimes one feel like a drapetomaniac

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I am done with fighting be it for myself or anyone else.
Just so done!
-A sufferer of severe drapetomania

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Sometimes she wanted to pour out every single thought of her heart, But instead she tries to hold it in, whevles it so deeply and brush it off as nothing because no one is going to hear her excruciating voice.

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Once, carefree and contented;

Drapetomania and Claustrophobia was now she associated with.

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Drapetomaniac.

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drapetomania
when running away is the only option

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Yes!
I am drapetomaniac,
Not brave enough to face the reality.
Reality of not being together with him,
Reality of getting ignored,
Reality of getting broken,
Reality of managing my shattered pieces everytime,
Reality of getting used,
Reality of dumping my feelings in locked up cell of my heart,
Reality of everyday fighting with my tears,
Reality of getting hurt again and again.
Even after all this,
Reality of loving him altogether again.
If this is what drapetomania is!
Then Yess! I am drapetomaniac...

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