I just got ready to ditch a guy,
I don't know when it stuck to my mind,
But it was lingering since few days.
Interactions became monotonous,
Meetings turned into compulsions,
Movies doesn't tasted that good,
Hangouts became boring as I understood.
So I decided to dump him.,
I planned it so well to create a scene,
Succeeded...!
Felt happy...!!
But later, I realized that I started living more in the past,
Just pushed myself in to the ocean of 'ifs & buts' ,
What have I done ??
In the name of happiness, I killed hope,
In the name of exploring, I killed living,
In the name of life, I killed my love,
Finally, in the name of ditching, I got self dumped.
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