I AM SO TIRED OF BEING STRONG.
I'm so tired of saying that it's okay or to ignore after someone treats me badly. I'm tired of pretending to be a happy person and always making excuses for other poeple just because they don't like each other.
I'm tired of constantly proving how much people mean to me even when I don't get the same efforts in return.
IT'S DIFFICULT, ISN'T IT?
Having a big heart, and ability to forgive so quickly and easily, being the one who always tries their best to make others happy. And still getting hurt,for a moment they told I was so important in their life and then being left behind as I don't mean anything.
That's a thing about being a good person - you give yourself so many excuses to look out for others and to forget about your happiness while making them happy. And in the end, when they get bored of you, and start to walk away without looking back in your direction- you are the one who's left with a hole on your chest, your heart bleeding, teary eyes and Silent soul who's deep inside broken
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