Tonight, I cry again as I draft my thoughts here.
Why, don't ask.
Pain has always been my comfrère.
Atleast it's convalescent than those who left me mesial with immature nemesis.
It lodges with me forever.
You understand?
FOREVER.
Getting closer to me with each passing day...
Getting to know more of me.
Family.
Yes, it feels like a family now.
Each day, vexing me with more to let know of it's tranquil phantom.
I'm right here, it says.
And I smile.
Caution, love.
It's not okay anymore!
Beware!
I know, it rebuffs to flit my side.
And isn't it beautiful?
Having someone who'll never leave your vamoose?
I promise I'll never leave you, it consoles me.
Okay, I reply back with teary eyes.
This bond of love and agony...
This MAD WORLD.
Seems so real tonight.
Maybe today will be my valedictory day.
Maybe I'll not live to see tomorrow's pastiche.
Cause it's too much now!
I may. I may not.
But there's always a MAYBE, right?
Maybe, tomorrow will be a better one?
Maybe.
Maybe.
Just maybe.
I overthink as I try to fall asleep again...
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