They gave me a bunch of drying petals
and asked me to create something worthy.
I created perfumes.

Now they want the drying petals back
as they expected me to make bookmarks instead.

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To bury my head in your arms and sleep,
Would be my last wish before the last I breathe.

Oh beloved, just keep me to you
For the rest of this nastiness has only indulged
In a slaughter of all the emotions within.

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Sometimes you need

C H A O S

in life to put some things
in their right place.

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I miss the days when I could speak out my mind
Now every word out of me is expected to be sugar-coated.

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Dear diary,

Another chaotic day. I hate to but I still have to deal with few things. Sometimes I wish I could run away and leave all this to rot in my absence.
Another thought. Will it really rot in my absence?

I choose to run away temporarily and sip on some chai... away from the chaos.
Within a few seconds, the relief from the taste of ginger dies down with another round of chaos.

- Hassled & Harrowed

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I am walking through a field
full of thorns scattered around
and I have no other way to go...
If I stop there are spears and daggers
running behind me that will pierce.
My heart will still breathe
or so do I believe...
'Cos they will only attack my back.
So I will keep the tread on
and choose the thorns under my feet,
lest I let their daggers reach me.

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Yes, I can walk away...
But I will hold on.

I could've walked away, long ago otherwise.

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You smile
on my lips like
fresh dew drops
even when I wither
in the glut of slimy
muck around me.
You make it
possible
for me
to bear
this
GRIME

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Each moment these days
I await passes by
Each sound of the second hand
Sounds as slow as a slacker at work.
I want to get beyond this phase
of reaching nowhere precise
I want to leave some people behind
and never see them again.
So how long does it take
when they say this too shall pass
'Cos it's been a while since
I have let these feelings trespass.
Each minute that I spent
wasting in some company
I keep losing some more trust
Some more hope, some more time!

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I burn brighter
with every bolt of lightning
Stronger than before
Stone cold and unbreakable
With every push of yours
I delve into the depths
I understand why you dislike me
I understand that I am
what you could never be
I understand what's mine
and what was never meant to be
I do my part and it goes well
Then I understand why it hurts you...
I understand where I stand
and what level you've fallen to!
Don't bother to decipher my words
You're too shallow for them

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