Dear Almost Mine,

I reread all our messages
and look for clues
Where did I go wrong..?

Blue ticks
and no reply..!
I feel so broken inside.

You always belong to someone else
Oh, how can I forget your magical smile..!
This love is tearing me apart.

Oh dear,
I can't stop thinking about you,
Coz you were almost mine..!

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"Depression killed him", the authority exclaimed.

"Are you sure?", the blue ticks smirked.

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Somewhere between
red ticks
and
blue ticks,
we all grew up.

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Without reply
seen message
brings unseen pain.

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and delay in
blue ticks,
made me
realize that
no color left
in our relationship.

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You're that huge, mighty ocean
where I keep floating;
the fear of sinking into oblivion
with the weight of my anxieties,
keeps striking hard,
like waves crashing at the shore.

I'm that message locked in a corked bottle
always beside your waters,
waiting for a miracle to open me out
so that my words are smeared with you.
To be drenched in you,
my forlon wish.
What if you can't read me
EVER ?
Double grey ticks?
Will they turn blue?

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Those blue ticks on that last message are a reply too.

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When the message got blue ticks,
But your friends don't reply,
Your self respect says don't disturb them anymore,
The time has come to say goodbye.

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Feelings are foolish
When waited for blueticks,
Fingers are numb
While typing!

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In this world of dark & hate story,
I wanna be someone's smiling poetry🙃

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