Mother she was
Not yet give birth
Still she was mother
She never realised
For many years
She suffered to find
Test of her identity
Questioned her existence
Bullied her gender
Shamed her life
Fought inside hospital
Failed many attempt
But this was her last
She failed and relieved
Surprised to feel
Cried for few days
But hopeful morning
Found her self again
Accepted as she is
She accepted her as mother
It is inside her
Realised her existence
Being mother for all
Not just for child
Motherhood is beyond
Not just giving birth
She relieved from all pain

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I can't bear this pain
My knees are breaking
Bones are cracking
Can't feel my feet anymore
I need to cry
If I cry my kid may wake up

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Prepare yourself...
Not everyone can see you
Even if they see also
Not necessary they feel excited

They may be excited but may not last
They might be interested to find
Beauty of deformities

They might appreciate
All your costumes
As it appeared in and out

Even if they get bored
Difficult to sustain interests
You remain the same

Prepare yourself
Accept them as it is
Before and after
Being as you are as it is

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It took some furlongs
He realised the song
Not from his earphones
It was a flow of thoughts
Song of emotions
He couldn't resist
Melodies it was
Lines were scrambled
Past and future are woven
He kept back to ears
Continue his journey

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Love is magical ingredient
That change everything
Purify when it touches
Inhuman to humanistic
Barbaric to elegant
Displease to dignity

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Read me like a book
Makes you read again and again

Read me in your bed
Feel your fragrance
Melt in your dreams

Read me in your garden
Feel your mood
Melt in your Nature

Read me in your distress
Feel your pain
Melt in your wounds

Read me in your desire
Feel your depth
Melt in your fire

Read me in your loneliness
Feel your uncertainty
Melt in your company

Read me in your journey
Feel your places
Melt in your destiny

Read me everywhere
Hold me always
Let me melt in you

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Celebration!

The days filled with the smell of snow
Those yellow lights and the cold floors
A sip of tea made for you
Lovely meals made by you
Felt those days as brief but marvellous
Time was not enough
Busy in ‘our world’
Days’ worth waiting,
Thoughts kept us alive!
All our celebrations spread across days
Make us attain our lost past
Endurance of tomorrow
Lasts forever.
Mesmerised in your love, your care
Your kindness and your warmth
You are always sure of our togetherness,
our destiny
Determined to reach heaven
where we are supposed to be!
My indecisiveness
wavery mind could never stop our love
Our much-awaited celebration!

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Once again, connected with nature
Dawn and dusk turn to be divine
The thread became more thinner
Between romantic to the divine
Whirling pendulum seized
Your presence bestowed peace
Woke up together in the dawn

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She was sick
Dependent
So had to
to sacrifice
her emotions
Everyone happy to see
her as an asexual
We live as white flowers

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//Savings//

Earning every day
Saved as much they can
Retired with stable income
Space was more
Untouched by people
Garden was glorious
Cherished by few
Memory faded
Forgot faces
Missed numbers
At last existence
Was reminded by a nurse
There was no time to regret
Savings need to be humane too

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