MY BIGGEST FEAR

Trying, crying and dying.
Can't reach that ambition;
Useless me, tired of trying.
Everything around, seems annoying.

Giving up with everything,
lost all shine.
Pretending to be fit and fine.
But no one knows the condition of mine.

My heart is bursting out words,
eyes bursting out tears.
Trying to note my biggest fears.
Greatest desire for over years.

But came up with a deep conclusion.
Whenever I lack words to write my emotion.
That terrifying moment, leaves the imploded me in hysterics,
I see the eradication of my devotion and my ambition.
©areeza.sakeena

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It's really unbelievable,
how time flew.
How the nights
engulfed the days.
How I awaited
hundreds of moons.
I waited for the dawns
to overcome the darks.
I awaited the rains,
to wash away the stains.
I'm sorry, i couldn't save it.
you see, not everyone
deserves the crown!
whether you or me.
©areeza.sakeena

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You are the one, who has a great stature after parents.
You are the one who make us capable of living.
You are the one who take us to what we actually are.
In nutshell, you are the one, whose debt can't be cleared.

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A notorious one with a temper scorch.
Mesmerised by your affable approach.

Decent thoughts and audacity applaud.
A sweet personality, i truly adore.

Being joyous, depressed, crazy and sad.
A delightful experience we together had.
©areeza.sakeena

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~The smiling sun, the shinning stars.
~The whispering winds, the twirling flowers.
~The bursting clouds, the rainy days.
~The falling leaves, the gathered hays.
~The snowy plains, the shivering lanes.
~The blooming bud, the scent of mud.
~Changing of seasons, overwhelming of hearts.
~Loosing enthusiasm my mind starts.
~My overburdened brain, with memories of past.
~Preventing me to wonder vast.
~Flowing with fantasies, it wants.
~Murders reality, long live daydreaming and future haunts.
©areeza.sakeena

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And, she disappeared
into the cave
of her woven love.
Leaving behind her
yearnings to the
never ending darkness.
She fled like a
stimulating beauty
unleashed by treasures.
Neither healing nor
adorning was an option.
The echoes of her
past haunted her.
Alas! vanished her like
she never existed before.
©areeza.sakeena

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Into the mysteries
I chose to fly,
Evolving to
the world.
Content inside.
Nothing bothers
me now.

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I see, it's better
to remain silent,
as my words feel
worthless to me!

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THE ESSENCE OF AL-FARAJ

A magical essence in the air, I feel.
Perishing of anxiety and
the overwhelming zeal.
The inevitable cure where
the hearts heal.
The warmth of this light,
no one can ever steal.
It illuminates every darkest night.
Rekindles the unlit insight.
Its each wave rejuvenates
the blossoms might.
To glide over the largest
heights away from blight.
©areeza.sakeena

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Koi dua, koi dawa, koi marham kuch to karo aye zaalim.

Waqt nahi raha yeh sab karne ka, nahi hoon mai saalim.

Tum sahi-o-salim nahi ye hume maloom hain, hum bhi konse theek hain.

Kyu kar hosakte hai ham sahi-o-saalim Sakeena,
Imtihan-e-kitab imtihan-e-jan ban betha hai.

Imtihan-e-kitaab nai tau jaan hi le li hai Afrah,
Ab sab khudawand pe chodne ka waqt agaya hai.

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