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I turned myself
To be an
Alexithymiac,
Just to hear your
heart, beating for
someone else.

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Alexithymia
and
Insouciant

~in caption~

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सबसे दुखद है भावो का मर जाना
गुस्सा आने पर चिल्ला ना पाना
दर्द होने पर भी रो ना पाना
नफरत को जता ना पाना
प्यार को दिखा ना पाना
शब्दों का गुम हो जाना
मौन को चुन लेना
हँसना भूल जाना
सुख दुख में एक सा रहना
खुदको अकेला पाना
सबकुछ खुद में ही दफन करना
इसलिए जरूरी है बोलना
सही गलत की परवाह किए बगैर
भावो को महसूस करना
जताना और
लोगों से कटने की जगह
खुलकर जीना......

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Inculcated inability to express!

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Not being able to express your feelings to the person whom you love the most , is the worst feeling ever

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You can't be strong all the time;
Sometimes you just need to be alone and let your tears out..

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"Life"
Now a days it's very difficult to understand what actually a person is thinking or taking as a decision because it's found that for the place where a person is amongst other he seems a different person in comparison with the time of being alone.
I'm not saying that a person can't differ from a point of view but if a person is always having two faces like one actually truth and other a convincing which seems a truth to rests. If something you dislike then say it and if you like then also vow it.
It's not a good point to always have two faces for everyone. Sometimes it can be a pleasure to some people to having a single face instead of two different faces from his/her dear person (friends).

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-Alexithymia-

Yes and or no
Maybe I do I do not know

I think I do I do not know
I think i do not think at all

Sometimes I think I cannot feel
Feel or fall in love at all

And yet I feel and yet I fall
I count to three sometimes till four

And hope at four I may be free
Free fall and fly and fly away
But I fly and I fall and fall and crawl

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I don't wanna Live
I don't wanna Die either
But all I really want is
To be Heard
In this Life

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