I've been there,
I know what it feels like.
It's 04:00 A.M. and you are thinking.
You are thinking that you have made it to the sunrise,
That now you'll see a slightest gleem of hope,
That now finally,
Finally you are over him!
And just as when you'll be sure to remove the curtains,
You'll feel heavy, Your eyes will shut low,
Music will fade away, Your brain will act drunk.
Your heart,
Your heart will beat slow.
Slow enough for you to fall asleep,
Fast enough for you to remember him.
And minutes later you'll lose to sleep,
Ditching a sunrise, pausing a move on.
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