बचपन की कहानियां मेरी अधूरी रह गई|
पूरी करने वाली जुबां अब हमेशा के लिए शांत हो गई||-
I know it's easy to give up.
But sometimes we choose to hold on just to make ourselves believe that we are still alive!
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It's sad to be a home
Home, full of memories
Home, lesser of lively characters
Not just meant to be a structure
of rocks, mud and sand
But core of emotions, love and
cute names
I feel sad when I'm home
I feel sad when I'm alone
Without realizing the essence of love from one who has left,
and the patience of one who's waiting since decade.
It can sound little 'out of zone'
But I really feel sad when I'm home!-
What's the best possible way to deal with downfalls??
Just ACCEPT it!-
देखो न जिंदगी हम क्या हो गए
सतरंगी ख्वाहिशों का बिता कारवां हो गए
कभी बैठा करते थे ठंडी छाव में तुम्हारी
आज मुश्किलों की मंजिल को रवां हो गए ।।-
Amma..
These four letters were probably the most chattered word in my house. Letters that form a word which is full of happiness, cheerfulness, love, care, motherhood and ofcourse some drama...but full of life when it comes to food and attires.
I do have some colourful memories of my childhood when I used to rant about some stupid incident of mine and she always proved to be the best listener ever. Taking me from school, serving food, putting shoes, being my protection shield after any fault of mine was all her favorite stuffs to perform as a Grandmother.
Don't know how and when but this attachment started declining with time. We now don't share that sort of bond. But she still was a sweetheart. Sweet words, care and love gestures always forced me to act in a better way.
Being a person of rude behavior and harsh words, I still hold regret of not being able to be her sweet little 'babu' who was ready to walk behind her even after her death. I used to answer this whenever she had asked "what if I died".
Now she is just a body lying on the ground, asking for nothing, with zero expectations, and no 'puchhi' appeals.
She will always be a golden period with golden hair to me!❤️-
जुबां ने कहा की तुम जैसे बहुत मिलेंगे।
तलाश भी देखो तुम्हारी ही किया करते है हम।
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कभी आना होगा मेरी आशियाने तो बताना जरूर
मयखाने से तुम्हारा नाम मिटाना होगा
रखा है दरीचे पर आईना इक पुराना
उसमें से तुम्हारा अक्स हटाना होगा
तुमनें तो बदल लिए अपने रास्ते बड़ी आसानी से
अब हमें भी अपना दिल कहीं और लगाना होगा।।-