I often meet myself in the darkest hour of night gazing the moon and counting the stars.

The only hour I can truly be me, no battles to fight to be someone else, neither to pretend nor to show off what I will never be but to be me, content in the way iam.

To the blooming days of my life… I rejoiced for the springs but was I ever ready for the autumn?

Yet in the changing seasons of life, everything around me changed but the darkest hours of night remained my online constant.

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Kyun waqt ke saath sab badal jata hai?
Kyun guzre hue waqt ki yad dila jata hai ?

Jab khulti hai kitaab bachpan ki,
Har panne me kuch kisse hain mil jate.

Kuch khoob hasa dete hai,
Kuch sirf dukh ka paigham le aate hain.

Woh pehle pyar ka sukha gulab,
Mehfooz aj bhi h panno k beech,
Wo dosto ke sath lagaye thahake ,
Hawaon me gunjte aj bhi hain.

Waqt behta gaya aur hum Yuhi tehre reh gaye

Jo kal the hum, aaj kyun na reh sake?

Kyun waqt ke saath sab badal jata hai?
Kyun guzre hue waqt ki yad dila jata hai ?

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हजारों बातें कहनी थी,

मगर उनकी बेरुख़ी ने होठों से लफ्ज छीन लिए.

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I waited for you to come back,
To hold me close, to make things right.
Hoping for your love to mend every bit of my broken heart.

I waited—maybe far too long,
Perhaps that was my only wrong.

Seeking love in the place where it is no longer found.
Was I chasing an impossible dream ?

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ख़्वाब जो देखा था,
हुआ ना पूरा वो कभी,
उसके इंतज़ार में नजाने,
कितनी रातें गुज़र गईं।

मिला ना वो हमसफ़र,
जो तनहाइयों में मेरा साथ दे जाए।
एक बार ही सही मगर मुँझसे ये केह जाये,
अधूरा हूँ मैं,
अधूरी हो तुम
मिल जाए जो साथ,
बस यूहीं पूरे होजायेंगे हम।

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वो जो आज मैं महसूस कर रही हूँ,
वो जज़्बात ही कुछ ऐसे हैं,
बिन कहे न जता पाउँगी
और कह के भी न समझा पाउँगी ।

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Life is all about RESILIENCE...

I was a lonely soul in the depth of a dense forest of thoughts,
Amidst the shadows, got your back while searching for solace
Was it you or your smile, appearing like a guiding light
That captured both my heart and mind
Together, we embarked on the journey of life,
Hoping to be happy all through the time
But was it easy? Not at all
Ups and downs were dominant in every part
Still, we stood holding hand in hand
Surpassing all that was bothering us hard
Overcoming that sought to tear us apart.

Soon seasons will change their tune
good times will make their way
like flowers in full bloom
To make us smile wide again.

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The greatest punishment u can give someone is to leave them unheard.

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"Bewaqt hue kuch kisso ne mujhe kuch is Qadar hein badla...
Purani soch se durr ek naye raah pe chal padi hoon main...
Zindagi jeene ke tareeke badalkar,
apne khushiyon ki keemat samajh chuki hoon main."

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Things change, people change, and all those promises will just vanish one day. You will be left alone with the only person who cares for you and that person is U. This is how it works. Nothing will stay forever other than U being there for U always.

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