Today i felt like
i am on same page as before
I don't know what to do
I don't know how to Choose --
whether to Give Up
or
Whether i get a Chance
To Overcome this
Situation.

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Actually he was too good
Our fights
Our talks
Our understanding
Everything was So good
Until that day,
Or else our friendship be long lasting.
But ...But..
Its okay.
Every thing has a time period,
You need to Move On.
You need to Leave old Memories,
That's the Best Option.
But you where the only Person
I ever had by the name - bestie.
"Bestfriend"
Thankyou for being a part of Me for a while
& Thankyou for breaking Me
& Thankyou for Realizing...i was a Special person in your heart--
Someone you still can't forget
But i have already Moved On
& the Credit
Goes to You.

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If someone asks,
who changed me-
from being broken to a healer,
I say,
the people I met
along the way.
Mostly,
the credit goes to my colleagues--
they were my trainers.

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Someone asked,
When do you get hurt easily..??
She replied -
when you hit my Scar,
Otherwise my tears comes slowly.

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In everybody’s heart,
She exists --
But in real life, Nobody wants her.

They don’t see that light;
Instead, they say --
She’s stubborn.

But I say, thank you.
If you treat me like that,
How can you ever see the good in me?

Still, I don’t complain.
I only want to say --
thank you.
And in a silent voice…
I am tired.

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When I see others,
I wish to be like them --
Too talkative, with too much laughter.

But when I’m with them,
I realize --
I don’t want to be like them.
I want to be like myself.

She is special -
A sincere soul, Not easily found.
And I don’t
want to spoil her.

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When i go through some incidence, it make me re-connect to my school days..how they treat me.the pain i gone through.they dont allow me to be in their group,hit with pencil,they push me from my seat and dont give space to sit & when complaints to teacher they dont mind...never had a friend nor someone to stand for me..i only seen fun making people,in bus also same...may be the scars i got is too heavier..may be so..it hit me..whenever i go through some situations similar to that..making me helpless,breathless..as i am not able to overcome.
How many years passed..still the pain hits me.

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I wish to have a husband
Whom can be a
Good friend to my daughter..

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In crowd..i meet people
Some i like & Some i don't.
But ,
When searching proposals
I feel all same..
I don't feel good..
Those thraumas of my past
Holding me back
not able to break it.
How to find One...i don't know
Its Complicated.

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Don't know why..?
When i want to speak about a Topic
Something else i tells
& Make everything complicated
& No one understand what i am saying.
But Some people catches easily
Whom knows bottom of my heart.
& They make it clear.

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