I miss you today

I've grown too good
At masking my emotions,
But today,
I believe
You peeked right
Through my soul.

Perhaps,it might have been —
My smile,
Which wouldn't leave my face
As you entered the room,
My eyes are glittering up,
Like I'm looking at a sky full of stars
When you said my name,
Or my lips are moving slowly,
Repeating every word you say.

Maybe you could tell
That I miss you today.

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I made an effort to hate you,
but all I could have was
how much I love you.

I hate —
I still love you,
even after you
tell me, I mean nothing.

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You're like the
ocean the more I
drink
the thirstier I
get.

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With every passing day,
I'm still learning how to live alone.
Though I'm dreaming of a fairytale,
I'm still acknowledging reality.
Though I'm getting lost in despair,
I'm still trying to cope.
Though I'm falling regularly,
I'm still growing day by day.
Though I'm hustling between tall buildings,
I'm still finding peace in my little room.
Though I'm lacking the old vigor,
I'm still in pursuit of happiness.
Though I'm struggling to thrive,
I'm still preaching kindness.
Though I'm missing my family,
I'm still looking for home away from home.
Though I'm solace in the temporary wold,
I'm still learning how to live alone.

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When I told you what happened,
You scowled with jealousy.
It was sweet as you denied,
And nice to feel, knowing that
You wouldn't want to lose me.

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You pull me into you,
and the world disappears.

Clothes fall,
breaths quicken —
you silence my chaos
with your mouth,
anchor my trembling body
with your hands.

In the storm of need,
you are both
the fire and the calm.

I lose myself
in the way you take me —
and find myself again
in the way you love me.

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Your gaze intoxicated my mind ,
And your touch became a drug,
That I got addicted to.
You created such a fire my love.
I know I risked my heart,
When you broke that ice.
But I also know that,
You are too good to not risk it.

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दूरी का फैसला, मजबूरी का एहसास
जीवन की राहों में, एक नई शुरुआत।

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It is in these solitary moments
that I come face to face with
my reality
I am not a middle aged woman
but a frightened and lonely
little girl

Still waiting on the
playground to be picked to
play
Looking for a familiar face
just to tell me it's okay!

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Roses at the door,
Late night dinners.
And the twinkling of the stars.
Scented Candles to decor,
And love songs in the background,
You Cuddled me to sleep.
Oh darling, you melted me softly.

Love letters in the morning,
And dances at the night.
Kisses in the bed,
And whispers in the ear.
Touches in the back,
And caresses here and there.
You made me gaps
And shake like a leaf.
Darling,
You made such memories to me.

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