How to put on a smile even if you are broken from inside !
how to be happy if your "the one " is happy !
each day teaches me to rise like the sun !
each day I try to unlearn a little bit of love and care ,
each day I try to be indifferent a little more ,
each day I try to forget and forgive a little more !
Each day I try to smile a little more and cry a little less !
each day I try to mould myself to change myself!

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Days goes as sun sets and rises ,
every day I try hard to accept and ignore things !
but every evening as sun says bye ,my courage falls apart ! since few years I have been trying to find solace in moments ,but I always get anxiety in return as always! I try to count my mistakes ,
but end up realising ,giving the power to destroy me completely was my mistake ! Every day I walk up to the mirror to cover my love wounds with the friendship I posses ,But some way or the other wounds get opened again ! ,Years ago ,I had choose to ignore some signs and go with the flow ,Days ago again I was ignored and things went in haze and slow ! Being a friend ,I have tried to be beside you in all means of your distress ,But right now ,i feel your distress is treated well and you are not in mess !
every day I have a fight to choose and decide ! I believe I will be better if I am not in contact in any or the other form ! here also the loss is mine ,
Coz somewhere I am dependant on u ,more than you are ! Not in touch with my best man is my loss ,
but i want to be fair and i deserve that !
Your life is at peace in some way or the other now atleast ,so ,now i would make a bow and take a leave !

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एक एक सपने को बिकते हुए देखा है ।
एक सपना जो टूटे हुए बहत समय हो चुका था ,
आज उस दर्द से पहचान हुआ है ।
बंद और खुले आंखों से भी सपने संजोए थे ,
बड़ा नहीं छोटा ख्वाब देखे थे ।
वर्षो पहले बैश उशीमे जिएंगे ,
ऐसा सोचे थे ।
एक दक्षिणा छज्जा होगा ,
उसमे एक झूला और कुछ फूल होंगे ,
तुम और मैं साथ होंगे ।
जो सपना मैंने संजोए था ,
आज वो किसी और के साथ जी रहा है ,
पर वो दर्द आज महसूस हुआ ।
आज एक सपना बिकते हुआ देखा तो ,
अपना टूटा हुआ सपना का दर्द छू गया ।
ख्वाब हो या सपना अकेला का ही देखो ,
दूजा आके तोड़ या छीन लेता है ।

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Often I wonder what went wrong !
Regarding everything in short !
what is the wanting or needing in life ?
for me respect and companionship ruled over all games ,
when it was time I had gave it all ,with my heart and life !
but all in vain ,
From choice to option I became !
with time span one thing I have learned ,
never give more ,it should be always less !
Don't give your whole heart out ,never fall for some fully ,
never be available whole time in short !
In brief less is always more ,
And more is "burden "!
Often I wonder what went wrong ,
never be a giver ,
because people chose always receiver at end !
And we givers are termed as " you deserve best you know ! ",left stranded ,filled with questions and self doubts at last !
Less is more ,don't give all ,
this time nothing will go wrong !

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বাংলা ভাষায় আছে শান্তি ,
বাংলা ভাষা আমার তোমার না সবার ,যে ভালোবাসতে চাই তাঁর।
বাংলা ভাষা আমার গর্ব ,
বাংলা তে হয় মনের প্রকাশ মনের মতন করে ।
অনেক ভাষা থাকতে পারে ,জানতে ও পারে লোকে ,
কিন্তু মাতৃভাষা টা না জানলে ,ঠিক মতন বাঁচা টা হয় না এই পৃথিবীতে।

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"love " this four lettered word often stands for another four letter word "life," or " hope " !
with time it made me realise ,another four letter word is also needed ,"luck "!
love is delusion or illusion, no idea at all ,
but don't fall for someone with full heart at all!
"Hope " is a four letter word , but is decieving,
it oftens makes u feel hurted ,or whoever is at recieving!
"life " ,is a four letter word ,but is just awful for some ,
some just lives because they don't know to quit !
"luck" ,is a four letter word ,for some it remains same for eternity!
bad luck is just another word in one's dictionary, synonyms to "u will see later" ,which means never !
Never fall in love with life ,with full hope and heart ,
keep a space away ,so that when everything falls apart , u can sustain well and take breath atleast!!

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The stories that I had once lived !
The poems that was once heard !
The songs that were once on constant loop !
The touch that is still my favourite!
The one love ,from that ones never recover!
Some books are like chapters of the unknown silence !
Some are memoirs!
Some stays with me in my darkest hours !
Some are forever ,forevers are some !
It defines and defies my life !

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Action speaks louder than words !
But ,
Silence speaks loudest !
Words are decieving,
It can be moulded at recieving!
Eyes remain silent ,
when speaks ,causes rumble !
Glances ,stares ,pauses ,smile ,hiding ,
Pain ,happiness ,anger , ignore, sorrow..
All speaks better through eyes !
Silence ,is the whitespace between the lines ;
it emotes distance ,love ,emotions whatever one conveys !
silence is boon or curse !
That's a good question?
Actions or silence ...
Words or silence ....
Whatever is the choice !
Lastly ,eyes speaks the loudest and the hardest of all!!

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How many times someone dies ? --
the one who leaves ,may be once !
The ones that were left behind ,
dies twice thrice ...,lost count !
aLL says goodbyes are hard !
The temporary ones or the permanent ones !
life and death are only constants ,is it ?
deadly Living or living Dead what are they then!?
why we have to face some aspects which we don't want to at all ?
why it's always have to accept facts than some illusions which keeps us living !
Why life has to be so harsh always ,forced to take path which is not wanted !
How many times one dies ?
Maybe some day every moments ,maybe some moments a day !

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গান এর নাকি ধরন আছে ,
আছে ধ্রুপদ আছে ঠুমরী ,
বা আরো অনেক কিছু ।
আমি তো জানতাম শুধু রবীন্দ্র এর নজরুল ই।
ছায়াছবি র আছে রকম ভেদ ,
কখনো সোজা বা কখনো বাঁকা ,
আমি তো জানতাম শুধু ভাষার এর রকম ফের ।
পরিচয় হল যখন ,বোঝেনি কেউ ই তখন ,
রয়েছে এত বৈষম্য ।
কথা হত কিছু ,কিন্তু হত ই শুধু ।
সময় ই বুঝিয়ে দিল ,
প্রেম বা অনুভূতি কোনোটাই ঠিক এগোবে না ।
সেদিনের নীলাভ আলো টে,
বুঝেছিল দুজনে ,
দুই মেরুতে রয়েছি দুজনে ।
কিন্তু একটা সম্পর্ক রয়ে গেলো ,
সেটা বন্ধুত্ব ।
ধ্রুপদ নাই শুনলাম ,
Sharukh খান কে নাই ভালোবাসলো ,
কিন্তু এক গ্লাস লস্যি র সাথে আড্ডা টা দেওয়া যেতেই পারে।।

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