Happiness is...
Being
The crush
Of
Your crush.

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Path to trail
Is all I intend to avail
Doesn't matter if I pass or fail
Just want to go on to sail...

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Whether it's your love
Or my fancy of your love
That still flows
Through all my veins
And plushly dominates
My every waking dreams
And my sleeping deeds
That makes me ache
And ecstatic concurrently.

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If even the warmth
Of your love
Couldn't melt
Her heart,
Then darling,
Accept her
Icy-stony heart
Cause she needs
No correction;
But your absolute
Unabashed affection.

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Lies a tender soul
Beneath the armour
Of stone that you
So ardently claim
To be your skin.
That delicacy is
Preserved only
For those who'd
Penetrate inside
The opaqueness
Of the stone
Not to melt it
Or soften it
But embrace it
In its entirety
And come to terms
With its roughness
With its ugliness.

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We became friends
Without really knowing
Exactly when, why and how.
We became friends
May be to heal,
Or rather help each other
To accept and cope up with
Our wounded souls.

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We became friends
Only to become
Unknown again.

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I feel like
A handful of sand
In a desert
When I try
To show my love.

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I keep you alive
In every square inch
Of my anatomy
Even when it means
To slay myself
Little by little
Part by part.

I let you breathe
Through my very
Damn existence
Even when it means
To choke myself
Untill I run short of air
And the scarcity scatters
My lungs in fragments.

I let you flow, my love
Flow in me veins
Even when it means
To chastise every drop
Of my blood with deadly venom
Of memory and remembrance
Until burst my heart
Into so many pieces
That would drain you out
Fully even at the cost of my death.

As it's unable to bear anymore
And accept the quite old sudden depart.

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Together we're growing up
Untill we've grown apart.

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