to the new year full of realizations and no resolutions being made
kind of losing hope in myself
as I seem to be losing this game

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by that road amidst the crowd
my heart skipped a bit
and my eyes had tears
but I adjusted my mask and
stood silently there
I saw that you were wearing that favourite tshirt of yours
and I wished I could hold your hand again after all these years
but I preferred standing there still
and just watched you fade away among people

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a sweet long hug
from the one
is all you need
to withstand the rain
or the scorching heat
to laugh even after you cry
to smile even when you feel dry

a sweet long hug
from the one
is all you need
after a long long day
to get back the energy

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to myself that's restless,
to myself that's running short of breathe,
to myself that's waiting for an impossible outcome,
and to myself who's not willing to see tomorrow's morning !
everything will be on pace,
everything will feel better,
let these days pass away,
and you'll surely get enough air!

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and my thoughts are the waves
they come and they go
and they don't wait
they don't wait for the "perfect time"
or for the best time to flow
they just keep coming
and I keep going with its flow

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it was too late already
you moved away with your love
to some place away from this city
I just got the notification on my phone
of your status update on Facebook
I wish I knew that I loved you too back then
so I would had been with you today

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with every harsh tone
the sweetness goes away too.
as the time keeps going forward,
the real colors make their way too.

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I sat on the top
and was startled first
they were all twinkling
but were on the ground this time
the sky was somewhat cloudy
as if it was about to rain
so there were no stars for me to look up there
therefore I grabbed my cup of tea again
and continued watching all the vehicles run
I was in a metropolitan for the first time in all these years
and this was indeed the best share
to sit on top of the concrete building
and look down there

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I switched off the lights and went to bed. shed some tears and then took some rest.

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I have lived a life
and I have been tired
with the turns it takes
and the wrong choices that I make
there have also been things
that I have had no influence on
but they happen to me no what I want
so I continue with the flow
to reach no where at all
at the end of the day I sit
with no one but just me against a wall that's super tall

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