Heaven

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I can get things out of my head.
It lightens my mood.

People say things without thinking.
Which feels like you have been stabbed.
There is a nice way of saying the same thing.
If you gave it a thought.

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Me
I am me.
I am here now.
When I'm gone.
Will I ever be here again.
Will I be me again?

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But it's not okay.
Nothing is ever, just it's okay.

Something I want to say more,
But just end it in, it's okay.

It's easier to end it in,
It's okay.
It saves time.

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When your life becomes silent,
you get used to the silence.

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Why are old people so negative.
They burden us with grief.
Which, when they were our age,
They never had aged parent to look after.
We don't mind looking after them,
It's just so much negative coming from them. Nothing is good enough.

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I grew up being not me.
I was just wife and mother.
Now, I'm still not me.
When can I be me.

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There is not enough of me,
To share with you all.

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I'm Grandma,
One day
You will walk in my shoes too.
My ideas my beliefs are all old fashion.
I thought I was open-minded.
I thought I could be better
than my parents.
But I found myself where my parents
Were.
And maybe you will be here too.

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I look at you.
I miss me from before

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