Never will I ever depend on a man again,
Not an ounce of happiness, a flower on a stick but definately a mountain of pain.
Never will I ever fall in love again,
Give a piece of myself away? It is such a shame.
Never shall I ever fall asleep again,
I no longer have the courage to dream free again.
A little too soon, they all said, I tried and tried to move past them.
I had this picture in my mind with a golden frame.
Of a couple with smiles not a distressed dame.
Of childlike happiness and warmth of the summer.
Of love in their eyes and hearts a flutter!
Of breeze coming from the deep ocean,
a cycle of healthy emotion.
But i am afraid, so terribly now.
None can change this frown upside down.
How daring my outer shell may be.
All tirelessly crimson from pain to see.
What is left of this broken heart in a nutshell, can't you see that it's been through hell. And yet u dare to perceive me as broken,
When my heart was filled with hope and
U leave me distressed and insecure,
Proving once more it was better to just tear 😿
And silently lick my wounds, rather than hoping u would tend them meticulously.
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