Vo toh Shayad mera tha hi nahi
Mai hi uski hone ki dawa kar rahi thi ..-
Having fun , chill , parties , dresses , food or drinks etc etc
Making career , achieving goals , responsibilities of family , friend , love life sometimes depression , anxiety and self doubt too.-
Please someone do me a favour
Just keep me alive cause I'm becoming dead day by day .-
आज भी मेरे रूह को छेडती है कि
आज भी मैं तुझे भुला ना पाई
आज भी तेरा इंतज़ार करती हूं
रोज रात को आंखे नम कर के यहीं
सोचती हूं कल तु जरूर लौट आऐगा
पर असल बात तो यह कि कभी
तुझे मुझसे प्यार हुआ ही नहीं
मैं बावली तेरे मज़ाक को प्यार समझ बैठी ।-
Saal naya par
Halat toh vohi purane hai na
Saal badalte hi
Jasbat ku nhi badal jate hai
Ji janab aisa ki jasbat k sidha sambdan dil se hota hai jaisa ki aapko sabko pta hai dil k update nhi hota hai phone ki tarah
Dil k update toh mumkin nhi h
Par logo ko maaf Krna ar beeti baato ko bhulna mumkin hai
Ar yehi mantr aapki zindagi ko aasan banati hai ..
Iske sath aapko sabko naye saal ki hardik shubhkamnaye
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Hey guys
First of all
Happy last day of the year 2021
I wanted to thank you all who helped me , trusted me , guided me , believed in me and also the ones who left me in the half way no issues , no regrets .
Sorry if I ever hurt you by any means whether it's words , action or reaction sorry once again.
Love you all who are still there for me and will stay for the rest of my life .
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This year 2021 was not easy
In this there were happy moments but toughest time was really hard.
I faced hardships , heart breaks , broke ups self doubt , anxiety and sometimes depression too .
January was full of jeasously
February was fearful for me
March was mercy less
April was acceptable
May was Monotonous cause its my birth month and I got to how to survive alone
June was jump start towards my career
July was joyful and jolly towards me
August was Awesome cause I got my placement
October was optimistic and over whelming
November was Nobel
December was sometimes Darling and disappointing
All this year was I lost few things that was life for me and got something new that are life for me .
There is always a ray of hope in the darkest time too.
Learn this year that family , friends is more important money .
Love yourself and if you love someone whether they are your friend , love , parents or anyone if somehow they leave then also you can live your life with their memories in your heart for forever .-