He will realise the pain I went through,
By not showing my love,
When i wanted to.
When i wanted to hug him,
But I could not.
When I wanted to say I love you,
But he did not.

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My friend asked me,
“What’s the best part of your day?”

And I just smiled,
remembering—

how I curl into my husband’s arms
after waking up.
Taking those extra ten minutes,
not just for sleep,
but for his comfort,
his scent,
his warmth—
to carry me through the day.

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The art of letting go,
When it was the most special;
In your life

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You came so fast,
I cannot even realise its you,
I love you,
A lot,
The beautiful and calm mornings,
The cozy nights,
Festivities across,
The best time of the year,
But here you are,
Approaching the year end so fast.
I don’t want to lose you,
But you will also go,
Just like every month does.

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The right person will come,
And will fix something that they didn’t even break.

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She was so easy to read,
So easy to predict,
Yet in that moment,
I wasn’t sure what my next step should be.
I looked at her,
I wanted her,
Even knowing I had hurt her.
She stood there, shocked, helpless,
and deep inside;
I knew I could never have her.

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In that moment,
I just wanted to stare at her,
To look at her with all my heart.
But she caught my gaze,
Bewildered by the weight of it.
I laughed it off,
Saying I was just trying to get something,
Out of my eye,
Without blinking.

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Those eyes terrified me today.
The ones that once carried love
now hold devastation.
I understand her fears,
but how do I help her
face them?

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Thank you for holding my thoughts
In a place where I can return,
Read them over and over,
And wonder—
Did I truly write this?

My notepads and diaries found their rest
When I found you.
Now I can add pictures,
And share with the world
What once stayed hidden,
Locked only within me.

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The emotions are still raw
From our last conversation.
I know you didn’t mean
Any of those words—
My heart believes that.
But how do I quiet my mind?

I want to be yours,
Forever and always.
But how can I,
If you will not let me in?

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