Nothing...
After all, why should I love myself when no one else does?

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That I was worthy of being loved as much as anyone else

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I decided to call him at the dead of night, and he picked up...

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My heart longs for solitude...
Those thoughts need to intrude
My soul, never resplendent and
Ever dependent on
Expecting the raindrops kiss the sand...
Those lotus leaves seem to carry diamonds
Because of mizzling...
Rain is a fortune but,
Are we, my beloved?

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Do I really feel like this?
Endless thoughts pass by...
One so good, the next so rude,
Keeps me hanging like a
Broken branch of a tree...
My heart longs for him
His smile, his gaze...
Lets me never have inner peace
I'm busy, drowning in the
Silence of my own heart...
Beloved,
Will you be mine?

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Will you ever be mine?
Asked my heart, ever so broken
Will we ever get together?
Asked me soul, ever so splintered
Will I ever listen to you?
Asked my spirit, ever so fragmented
Beloved,
You are the ray that lights my life
You are the dream that keeps me going
You are the desire that keeps me sane
Will you ever be mine?

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Setting healthy boundaries and relationships...

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Spend my day talking to him...
Now I still spend my day talking to him
Except
He's not with me...

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Which wilt on contact...
Ever so beautiful from a distance
Ever so slightly sensitive
Never ever, my love...

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A day feels like a year
A moment feels like an eternity
Beloved,
I miss you...
I know you don't, but
I love you...

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